aanallein
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salvia was scary however shamans say it is the greatest healer
I would agree with them. I don't know what was wrong with me but the only way I can express it is to say that I was afflicted with something really really negative. I wasn't able to function very well in society, in my head, etc. I did really well at some things but life was just a constant very dark struggle. Salvia was like a high pressure fire hose sprayed my soul clean and got rid of whatever was plaguing me. It was like waking from a nightmare to find yourself in paradise. I can't even really describe it because its not like the world is different but I am different. It changed me or cleaned me or healed me or something. When I think back to memories or events prior to that experience it is like I'm playing a 3rd person game but the 3rd personness isn't just my vision but my thoughts and feelings and who I was as a human being.. pretty crazy.