KingOpiate
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Nov 19, 2016
- Messages
- 4
Hi bluelight- 2nd post so correct me if i do anything wrong...basically i've gotten myself into an interesting predicament since my last post. I went to rehab earlier this year but started using again after only a few weeks out. Life just seems so dull without opiates! I don't know how "normal" people do it. As of today I have to IV approximately 16-24mgs of Dilaudid or 120-150mgs of morphine JUST to stay well. Might I mention that I am 19 years old and have to shoot myself up like 6 times a day just to keep from feeling like death. Nobody knows about this expect my supplier. No friends. No family. Im all alone. Basically, my problem is that I am a college kid and I don't exactly have the money to keep up a certain "lifestyle" if something doesn't change soon. Sobriety makes everything so hard. Life is much easier on opiates it's just the damn money. Not sure if we are allowed to discuss money on here; if not i will remove that part. I just can't figure out how others are able to afford this habit. im scraping the floors for pennies people! my other question is something i've been pondering for quite sometime now.....should I get on suboxone? it seems to have helped so many others who could not get off heroin and dillies like me. I have a feeling i could stay off the street drugs if i was on subs. but could I afford the subs? Are they just as expensive? Could I get my doctor to prescribe them to me? where do i go? what do I tell him? Do you think my family/girlfriend would find out? Is it all even worth it? SOMEBODY has to have some answers. Im generally a "I got this i can handle it myself" kinda guy but i'm running out of ideas here and would like to reach out to someone with more experience to see what the best way to go from here is. Anyways sorry for the long post. Thanks in advance for any advice. Gotta go run some "errands" now
-BK
-BK