bitchamonth
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this is what I tend to experience sometimes when I drop acid.
Some times, it used to be my first trips, I would almost always end my trip and sort of feel refreshed and clean, vibrating with pleasure and joy.
This is often linked to how my trip ends in my experience, if I start feeling sad and ugly at the end of the trip, that is what I am left with, if I on the other hand slowly transition to my sober state with a positive outlook on things that is what I am left with in my sober state as well.
...and that often brings anxiety and discomfort, it makes looking people in the eye harded, makes smiling and laughing harder, and generally I dont like being in this mindspace.
has anyone ever had the impression that redosing sort of breaks that mindspace and allows you to rebuild what you were left with last time. This is my impression, and I think it may actually work for some.
PS: the reason that my first trips almost always left me with a positive outlook on things may be because the "magic" was there at that point, but now it has sort of faded because I am not allowing it to return. Just FEI.
Some times, it used to be my first trips, I would almost always end my trip and sort of feel refreshed and clean, vibrating with pleasure and joy.
This is often linked to how my trip ends in my experience, if I start feeling sad and ugly at the end of the trip, that is what I am left with, if I on the other hand slowly transition to my sober state with a positive outlook on things that is what I am left with in my sober state as well.
...and that often brings anxiety and discomfort, it makes looking people in the eye harded, makes smiling and laughing harder, and generally I dont like being in this mindspace.
has anyone ever had the impression that redosing sort of breaks that mindspace and allows you to rebuild what you were left with last time. This is my impression, and I think it may actually work for some.
PS: the reason that my first trips almost always left me with a positive outlook on things may be because the "magic" was there at that point, but now it has sort of faded because I am not allowing it to return. Just FEI.