Theresalwaystomorrow
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- Apr 7, 2019
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Well I hope you guys will have some answers to my questions.
I was given this shot one time at an acute psych hospital in salt lake city.
I take medications, but honestly they DONT really help all that much, and with ALL the bullshit im dealing with at the moment, I cannot find a psych doctor really, In Arizona, that would work in depth will any of this shit. I have many psychiatric problems there is no doubt about that. I do not know what exactly they are, but I know that I don't have schizophrenia for sure, but I could possibly have bipolar disorder. Right now, I take: propranolol, Wellbutrin, Seroquel at night, doxepin at night, and buspirone. Oh and gabapentin
I have had the same problems for most of my adult life. The main ones are: very HIGH anxiety, social anxiety, I feel like I sweat WAY too much, problems with concentration and focus, testosterone problems, very irritable ALL The time, GI tract problems like diarrhea and nausea, some physical back pain, those are the main ones I can think of right now.
Whenever I go to a psychiatric hospital, they put me on the same generic meds I have taken or been given for years. They don't work. In addition, they don't ever prescribe any controlled substances, and my situation is one that needs to have controlled substances thrown at it right now. There's really no argument about that here. I need IMMEDIATE help, and I also need long term solutions as well. But help needs to be done immediately.
Because of my generally horrible experiences with psychiatrists, physicans, counselors, and anyone else within the American health care community, I like to go to any of them as little as possible. They generally are miseducated, misinformed, ignorant, and they ALWAYS throw the same medications at you as any other ones everywhere. They should be ashamed of how shitty they are at their job, I'd be embarrassed. I will go to them, and I'm sure if I ask for ANY uncontrolled substances, they'll prescribe those. Anything else, I will get in another way
I have testosterone problems, I believe because I have been on Anabolic steroids since maybe 20 years old, and I will continue to be on them for the rest of my life. Only reason I have hormonal problems, is because the USA legal system likes to throw people in jail for STUPID things that are inconsequential, and I wasn't allowed to post cycle right once or twice.
I buy my Anabolic steroids from online sources. They have stuff like arimidex, cabergolin, anything to do with hormones, is at my disposal. So please take into account that I can get my hands on ANY substance that has to do with hormones. I'm not gonna go to an endocrinologist, the last 3 I went to, back when I was around 20 years old and my dad was willing to pay for that stuff, all of em were a HUGE waste of money and mostly didn't know as much as I did for things that had to do with me. They are part of the American healthcare system, a heavily flawed and useless system. So they can go fuck themselves, I'll play doctor to myself, and I have bodybuilding pictures and an athletic career that got me through college to show that I KNOW better than them. Right now, I'm on testosterone cypionate, 200 mg injection 1x a week. I have hcg and more test enanthate ordered, should be here any day now.
Other than those two sources to get whatever substances from, I obviously have the black market, in person drug dealers. Only substances I buy from there are heroin and meth, maybe some Xanax sometimes. I don't trust the lot of these idiots, but I have a very trustworthy and reputable source, that sells heroin and meth.
And after all that, I can also go try that deep web, or dark web, whatever the hell it's called, a lot of people say they can get anything from there.
I have a lot of money to use as resources, I have a good job and money saved. But I WILL not waste money on inconsequential or harmful items. So please, can someone tell me what substances I need to buy, and I'll get it somehow. thank you for your time and help
I was given this shot one time at an acute psych hospital in salt lake city.
I take medications, but honestly they DONT really help all that much, and with ALL the bullshit im dealing with at the moment, I cannot find a psych doctor really, In Arizona, that would work in depth will any of this shit. I have many psychiatric problems there is no doubt about that. I do not know what exactly they are, but I know that I don't have schizophrenia for sure, but I could possibly have bipolar disorder. Right now, I take: propranolol, Wellbutrin, Seroquel at night, doxepin at night, and buspirone. Oh and gabapentin
I have had the same problems for most of my adult life. The main ones are: very HIGH anxiety, social anxiety, I feel like I sweat WAY too much, problems with concentration and focus, testosterone problems, very irritable ALL The time, GI tract problems like diarrhea and nausea, some physical back pain, those are the main ones I can think of right now.
Whenever I go to a psychiatric hospital, they put me on the same generic meds I have taken or been given for years. They don't work. In addition, they don't ever prescribe any controlled substances, and my situation is one that needs to have controlled substances thrown at it right now. There's really no argument about that here. I need IMMEDIATE help, and I also need long term solutions as well. But help needs to be done immediately.
Because of my generally horrible experiences with psychiatrists, physicans, counselors, and anyone else within the American health care community, I like to go to any of them as little as possible. They generally are miseducated, misinformed, ignorant, and they ALWAYS throw the same medications at you as any other ones everywhere. They should be ashamed of how shitty they are at their job, I'd be embarrassed. I will go to them, and I'm sure if I ask for ANY uncontrolled substances, they'll prescribe those. Anything else, I will get in another way
I have testosterone problems, I believe because I have been on Anabolic steroids since maybe 20 years old, and I will continue to be on them for the rest of my life. Only reason I have hormonal problems, is because the USA legal system likes to throw people in jail for STUPID things that are inconsequential, and I wasn't allowed to post cycle right once or twice.
I buy my Anabolic steroids from online sources. They have stuff like arimidex, cabergolin, anything to do with hormones, is at my disposal. So please take into account that I can get my hands on ANY substance that has to do with hormones. I'm not gonna go to an endocrinologist, the last 3 I went to, back when I was around 20 years old and my dad was willing to pay for that stuff, all of em were a HUGE waste of money and mostly didn't know as much as I did for things that had to do with me. They are part of the American healthcare system, a heavily flawed and useless system. So they can go fuck themselves, I'll play doctor to myself, and I have bodybuilding pictures and an athletic career that got me through college to show that I KNOW better than them. Right now, I'm on testosterone cypionate, 200 mg injection 1x a week. I have hcg and more test enanthate ordered, should be here any day now.
Other than those two sources to get whatever substances from, I obviously have the black market, in person drug dealers. Only substances I buy from there are heroin and meth, maybe some Xanax sometimes. I don't trust the lot of these idiots, but I have a very trustworthy and reputable source, that sells heroin and meth.
And after all that, I can also go try that deep web, or dark web, whatever the hell it's called, a lot of people say they can get anything from there.
I have a lot of money to use as resources, I have a good job and money saved. But I WILL not waste money on inconsequential or harmful items. So please, can someone tell me what substances I need to buy, and I'll get it somehow. thank you for your time and help