canarylove
Bluelighter
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- Nov 28, 2010
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and to think we willingly put ourselves through this, time and time again!
Now for all of us opiate addicts out there, we are very familiar with the "fire-cracker ass", as I heard it once so aptly named, that comes with the onset of withdrawals. Now for me, not only do I get this fire-cracker ass when I first start withdrawing...which is everyday I wake up without my stash...but it also seems to happen immediately after I score and am on the way back to my house. The anticipation/excitement/relief of finally getting my dope and racing back to my house to fix seems to breath fire to the fuse that is my watery bowels. When I get back to my house I have to shit so bad and I have the daily battle with myself of, do I relieve myself first or fix first? It really depends on how bad I'm WD'ing but usually I find myself using the bathroom first so that I can really enjoy fixing.
What about the rest of you opiate fiends? Anyone else go through this debate on a day-to-day basis?
but when I was really withdrawing, the worst thing ever is RESTLESS LEG SYNDROME!! depression over fucking restless legs. I would move my legs so much that my muscles would ache, but I still couldn't stop moving...you cant lay down or sit still without being reminded of your fucking crazy restless limbs...