Psychedalienation
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534mg of dxm POLISTIRIX was consumed last night total. They were split up. 150mg to start, adding 60-90mg every hour to hour 1/2. I wasn't tripping at all. I was pissed so I drank the rest of the bottle. Total contents of dxm in my stomach were now 534. I went on Bluelight to complain that I wasn't tripping and it had been 4 hours and that all I had was really bad restless legs.
AS SOON as I sent the message on BL, my face got really fucking hot then cold. I got a tsunami wave of nausea and i stood up to run to throw up somewhere. Completely disoriented, I ran outside. I threw up like 12-15 times. Was laying on the sidewalk in like a weird sort of K-hole kind of deal. My arms were shaking, I was out of it and scared. Trying NOT to think about bad things like Serotonin Syndrome and shit. Wishing I had a xanax to fix this, I went back inside and put on meditative sleep music.
I came to the conclusion that I was "vomiting my regrets". So I meditated in serenity for 15 minutes and fell asleep. Woke up 4 hours later nauseas again. Then my whole face got hot as fuck again and I did the same thing that happened last night on the side of my house. Vomiting bile and shit. Felt terrible. Then I fell asleep again and now I'm here writing this. My vision is still kinda fucked and I'm nauseas but it's a controllable nausea.
I stopped taking Mirtazapine 2 nights ago at 7.5mg.
Did I get serotonin syndrome, or did I throw up while in a third plateau trip for the first time and didn't know what was happening? There was no visuals btw, only my normal vision was fucked like if I were on Xanax.
AS SOON as I sent the message on BL, my face got really fucking hot then cold. I got a tsunami wave of nausea and i stood up to run to throw up somewhere. Completely disoriented, I ran outside. I threw up like 12-15 times. Was laying on the sidewalk in like a weird sort of K-hole kind of deal. My arms were shaking, I was out of it and scared. Trying NOT to think about bad things like Serotonin Syndrome and shit. Wishing I had a xanax to fix this, I went back inside and put on meditative sleep music.
I came to the conclusion that I was "vomiting my regrets". So I meditated in serenity for 15 minutes and fell asleep. Woke up 4 hours later nauseas again. Then my whole face got hot as fuck again and I did the same thing that happened last night on the side of my house. Vomiting bile and shit. Felt terrible. Then I fell asleep again and now I'm here writing this. My vision is still kinda fucked and I'm nauseas but it's a controllable nausea.
I stopped taking Mirtazapine 2 nights ago at 7.5mg.
Did I get serotonin syndrome, or did I throw up while in a third plateau trip for the first time and didn't know what was happening? There was no visuals btw, only my normal vision was fucked like if I were on Xanax.
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