Weed...
smoked weed basically everyday from 14-19 and sold alot of it from the age 16-20 basically i have a passion and talent when it comes to computers and business my whole life and never pursued it...due to lack of motivation which led to not caring about school as i should of and the fact i was making more money when i was 18 then i will ever make in my life..ruined my value of money and at the time i didnt understand how much i was making and how little i would be making at my current career as a utility worker..which i have no interest in and am not "cut out" for..i truthfully know i could of been extremely successful if i would of went to college..insted im 24 years old working odd hours at a job i hate and am unwilling to now try to "backtrack" and work full time and attempt to get a degree from a crappy college...i should of devoted 4 years to a decent college and studied what would of gave me the ablity to have a career i would of been more fit for and happier doing
just the feeling of wasting my talent...and looking at the type of people i work with makes me sick to my stomach on the daily bases
also just to let you know how dumb i was with money by having too much of it at a younge age..i quit selling weed because i thought i was getting hired and spent over $20,000 in cash sitting on my ass for over a year doing nothing
smoked weed basically everyday from 14-19 and sold alot of it from the age 16-20 basically i have a passion and talent when it comes to computers and business my whole life and never pursued it...due to lack of motivation which led to not caring about school as i should of and the fact i was making more money when i was 18 then i will ever make in my life..ruined my value of money and at the time i didnt understand how much i was making and how little i would be making at my current career as a utility worker..which i have no interest in and am not "cut out" for..i truthfully know i could of been extremely successful if i would of went to college..insted im 24 years old working odd hours at a job i hate and am unwilling to now try to "backtrack" and work full time and attempt to get a degree from a crappy college...i should of devoted 4 years to a decent college and studied what would of gave me the ablity to have a career i would of been more fit for and happier doing
just the feeling of wasting my talent...and looking at the type of people i work with makes me sick to my stomach on the daily bases
also just to let you know how dumb i was with money by having too much of it at a younge age..i quit selling weed because i thought i was getting hired and spent over $20,000 in cash sitting on my ass for over a year doing nothing