same as negro, talk my way into chicks, code, work, maybe if I do too much I may do some dumb shit, honestly I never was a benzo guy, before I always prefered clonazepam on the odd ocasion I would do benzos, I tried out most of the available ones on the pharmaceutical market, never dabbled with the RC ones tho as it wasn't necessary
lately I've used it daily these past two months along with my opioid of choice, now I stopped since yesterday because I ran out but I'm not sure I want to cop some more because I already got into the habit of taking one along my normal opioid dose in the morning so in consequence becoming just a casual thing to start the day with, plus some redosing during the evening. I am not sure, actually I am sure I couldn't deal with the withdrawal of both, since from the tramadol I would have the snri and opioid withdrawal and from the alprazolam the benzo withdrawal. I like it though, I always thought that it's overrated but I acquired a taste for it and its subtilities.
I'm not that socially anxious, I can tallk my way pretty freely in things and unwind easily but it gave me a diferent kind of push so to say, didn't feel as sedated as on clonazepam, but I always did clona sublingually so that contributed to me being off my ass on it. I just feel normal on it so I do normal things on it, honestly at this point I can't say if it is a plus in my life or just another unnecessary minus, but I got a suspicions that it's the latter