Well honestly all I see around me is the good in getting clean. I have seen my best friend (ex g/f) go from being depressed, ridden with anxiety, suicidal and hopeless into a confident strong woman who removed her entire need for other people through loving herself. My younger brother went to prison a paper thin crackhead/junkie whose priorities were out of wack, that was two years ago, hes now a competition body builder, my personal workout couch/dietitian, and works 40-50 hours a week.
Those two people are the only ones I actually care about because of what we went through. I remember almost punching my brother in the face over a push from a stem, i remember my g/f purposefully crashing her car, with me in it, because we were fighting so much over dope and as i said she was suicidal, i personally almost ODed at work, none of that was fun. Its so nice having all of that in the past, its hard not to love yourself when you conquered so much. My story is way longer then that and would give reason as to why i feel this way but eh its not important. What is important is everyone realize that it is possible to change, seriously i had no idea my ex could actually be happy with herself and think she was 1 in a million after so much trying to convince her she was for almost 6 years we were together. Going to prison got my younger brother into fitness because of his cell mate. And i was always confident in myself now i have another battle field that i conquered and pulled some people off of, ill never think i cant do something again because of how hard it was to get here. So many people dont know what they are capable of i know that a burning desire so deep it cripples me cant stop me from achieving what i want.
bahaha!! that shits funny.
