(Friday)
The other night swim had a mind bender... Mind you swim never really rolled very hard before. The night started with a few drinks then led to a few dips of high quality Molly. Following the Molly swim engaged in some blow as well. For the record, swim is a heavy weed smoker... Every day for years.. During the peak swim smoked a joint of some good between another friend and intensified everything for sure...prior to the joint swim also split a half of a Pacman roll between three people as well. One of swims friend claimed it might have had sass in it due to the licorice taste? Anyway this made the experience way trippier... Pattern alternations etc, also broke a little sweat. The night was good ... Buncha laughs .music felt awesome... Overall good time.. Sidenote: In the past Swim also tripped on acid and shrooms and never had issues. Swim ended up staying awake til 7am while starting at midnight prior.
(Sat)
The next day swim slept til 6 at night .. Woke up felt a little mellow and reserved but overall ok .. Swim went to a friends house made tacos with friends smoked a couple joints of some OG watched a move and left to head home and also smoked more weed there and went to bed...
Following day:
(Sunday)
Swim had a wake and bake carried out a normal relaxed Sunday then later that night swims friend brought over some blow and did some .. Wasn't that thrilled although Swim could tell it was quality (maybe cause swims serotonin was on Empty?)
Here's where swim is puzzled:
(Monday)
This day swim woke up for work.. With sore calves and a slight pressure in the back of the head... Like tension or somewhat pulsating ..felt almost like cracked out.. Dull ,. Able to do his job yet still struggled and felt a step behind.. When swim would focus the sensation would intensify and get worse and almost trigger anxiety and hot flash typa thing. Almost like the back of the head was heating up. Mind you swim has NEVER had anxiety issues. Over the next couple days swim had started to feel depressed and nervous he could've done permanent damage to his brain... But how? The only time swim had ever tried E was a single dip maybe a year or two ago and felt basically nothing and another time where he split a half of the same pacman roll with a friend which was an awesome pleasant experience About a month or two prior. For the next week swim could tell his sleep Pattern was thrown off.. Restless thoughts Etc. The one night Swim even jumped up out of a weed nap suddenly/ with a jolt (Saturday night) next to my friend which got a few laughs...
As the week goes on . It seems Swim is slowly getting better and reading up on here .. It seems as if Swim could just have the serotonin tank on Empty from the blow and E. Swim started taking centrum multi vitamins (for men) magnesium and fish oil. Swim being the stoner he is.. Rolled a jay up and smoked and started to feel anxiety .. Not like Swim was goin to die but was restless and the weed high was not enjoyable at all. The next day it almost felt like it set swims progress back ...Joints prone to cramping.. Shitty sleep etc.. And swim just overall was just kinda depressed.. Swim still even has a little jaw tension.. Even though he was always a nighttime teeth grinder.
It's been 10 days since the night of the mind bender and it seems as if things are slowly going back but swims questions are;
-was it the combination of blow and E that caused all of this
-is the anxiety, restlessness, depressed thoughts .. Even when smoking weed from the lack of serotonin?
-is this head pressure and throbbing just swims brain rewiring and re-regulating brain function
-will swim be able to regularly smoke weed comfortably with no anxiety once all the serotonin depleted is back on full.
Please help..swim has never been this worried about possibly doing damage and filled with regret of even doing it ... Hopefully this is enough detail to give you the full picture
Substances:
-3 or 4 small dips of pure moll
-Half of pacman roll split between three people
-weed
-alcohol
-blow
Mind u swims experience wasn't nearly as intense as trips in the past (8th of shrooms, good acid,etc) so how could all of this be? Swims other friend had the same sore calves and tension headache but the other friend was completely fine...
HELP!
The other night swim had a mind bender... Mind you swim never really rolled very hard before. The night started with a few drinks then led to a few dips of high quality Molly. Following the Molly swim engaged in some blow as well. For the record, swim is a heavy weed smoker... Every day for years.. During the peak swim smoked a joint of some good between another friend and intensified everything for sure...prior to the joint swim also split a half of a Pacman roll between three people as well. One of swims friend claimed it might have had sass in it due to the licorice taste? Anyway this made the experience way trippier... Pattern alternations etc, also broke a little sweat. The night was good ... Buncha laughs .music felt awesome... Overall good time.. Sidenote: In the past Swim also tripped on acid and shrooms and never had issues. Swim ended up staying awake til 7am while starting at midnight prior.
(Sat)
The next day swim slept til 6 at night .. Woke up felt a little mellow and reserved but overall ok .. Swim went to a friends house made tacos with friends smoked a couple joints of some OG watched a move and left to head home and also smoked more weed there and went to bed...
Following day:
(Sunday)
Swim had a wake and bake carried out a normal relaxed Sunday then later that night swims friend brought over some blow and did some .. Wasn't that thrilled although Swim could tell it was quality (maybe cause swims serotonin was on Empty?)
Here's where swim is puzzled:
(Monday)
This day swim woke up for work.. With sore calves and a slight pressure in the back of the head... Like tension or somewhat pulsating ..felt almost like cracked out.. Dull ,. Able to do his job yet still struggled and felt a step behind.. When swim would focus the sensation would intensify and get worse and almost trigger anxiety and hot flash typa thing. Almost like the back of the head was heating up. Mind you swim has NEVER had anxiety issues. Over the next couple days swim had started to feel depressed and nervous he could've done permanent damage to his brain... But how? The only time swim had ever tried E was a single dip maybe a year or two ago and felt basically nothing and another time where he split a half of the same pacman roll with a friend which was an awesome pleasant experience About a month or two prior. For the next week swim could tell his sleep Pattern was thrown off.. Restless thoughts Etc. The one night Swim even jumped up out of a weed nap suddenly/ with a jolt (Saturday night) next to my friend which got a few laughs...
As the week goes on . It seems Swim is slowly getting better and reading up on here .. It seems as if Swim could just have the serotonin tank on Empty from the blow and E. Swim started taking centrum multi vitamins (for men) magnesium and fish oil. Swim being the stoner he is.. Rolled a jay up and smoked and started to feel anxiety .. Not like Swim was goin to die but was restless and the weed high was not enjoyable at all. The next day it almost felt like it set swims progress back ...Joints prone to cramping.. Shitty sleep etc.. And swim just overall was just kinda depressed.. Swim still even has a little jaw tension.. Even though he was always a nighttime teeth grinder.
It's been 10 days since the night of the mind bender and it seems as if things are slowly going back but swims questions are;
-was it the combination of blow and E that caused all of this
-is the anxiety, restlessness, depressed thoughts .. Even when smoking weed from the lack of serotonin?
-is this head pressure and throbbing just swims brain rewiring and re-regulating brain function
-will swim be able to regularly smoke weed comfortably with no anxiety once all the serotonin depleted is back on full.
Please help..swim has never been this worried about possibly doing damage and filled with regret of even doing it ... Hopefully this is enough detail to give you the full picture
Substances:
-3 or 4 small dips of pure moll
-Half of pacman roll split between three people
-weed
-alcohol
-blow
Mind u swims experience wasn't nearly as intense as trips in the past (8th of shrooms, good acid,etc) so how could all of this be? Swims other friend had the same sore calves and tension headache but the other friend was completely fine...
HELP!
