Onehundred
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Hello everyone, long time lurker first time posting.
Seasoned IV heroin user here. Northeast. Powder. Today I went to use, injected in my newish usual spot, crook of left arm. When I push the plunger down I will often pull it back up a few times on the way to make sure I’m still in the vein, when I get to the bottom I pull it up once more to be sure and then finish up etc. So, I go to hit and on my last draw back I push the plunger down and feel a little nick/tingle feeling. My body immediately sends me that something is bad feeling (in your stomach) & waves that wash over me. My heart rate increases. At this point I begin to lowkey freaking out. After I removed the syringe from my arm I pressed my finger over the spot and begin some controlled breathing in attempt to lower my heart rate. The moment last about 1 full minute and passes.
My pupils however are larger than usual (are almost always small due to being high everyday) so I did take note of that. In the past I have been burned a couple times with coke instead of dope or dope cut with coke with those experiences really freaking me out. Scared me, to be honest. So whenever something happens it’s my first though that it’s hapened again and I panic. I am not a stim person at all. Excluding those instances I haven’t done caine in 6-7 years. I dislike it.
So I chalk that shot up to the game as a one off one time weird deal. My stuff is solid and consistent and I probably touched something in my arm that I shouldn’t have and this was my bodies response with maybe a little anxiety attack on top.
Fast forward 8 hours later. Fix another shot, go to the spot, all good so far, I get halfway done with the shot and heart rate increases, I stop pushing the plunger, calm myself down and slowly finish the shot. Heart rate doesn’t reach the highs it did previously & decreases after about 30 seconds leaving me feeling rather odd/off awake and a little shaky.
My question is that do you guys think? It’s very easy to think there is something in the stuff but my source is legit and what I get is so consistent and good. I don’t go anywhere else. Maybe there is a nerve or something in the area where I hit that i am aggravating? Maybe my anxieties from previous poor experiences led me to a small panic attack? This spot is newish and has seen 20+ hits with no issues. However I understand things happen. I am just thinking out loud. I will mention there was no pain or numbness whatsoever.
Tl;dr- banged h in regular spot, felt tingle and weird wave of panic wash over me. Increased heart rate for short period of time. Waited 8 hours tried again with same product with same result. Feel off. Pupils are larger than usual.
Any input it appreciated.
Edit: Update- 2 hours after my second hit i did another one. Went well. Only at the end when I started thinking about the first hit and how I felt did I feel a little bump up in heart rate, which I quickly brought back down. Lasted 15 seconds tops. Do not underestimate the power of the mind. I really think I just freaked myself out. Especially because I do big hits.
Getting coke instead of dope is my number one fear when using. Nothing to counter act a coke od, besides dope I guess. And if you just did all you had and your head starts ringing, your heart feels like it’s going to explode & you’re vomiting you realize your dope was coke and you’re fucked. It’s scary. It scarred me lol.
Seasoned IV heroin user here. Northeast. Powder. Today I went to use, injected in my newish usual spot, crook of left arm. When I push the plunger down I will often pull it back up a few times on the way to make sure I’m still in the vein, when I get to the bottom I pull it up once more to be sure and then finish up etc. So, I go to hit and on my last draw back I push the plunger down and feel a little nick/tingle feeling. My body immediately sends me that something is bad feeling (in your stomach) & waves that wash over me. My heart rate increases. At this point I begin to lowkey freaking out. After I removed the syringe from my arm I pressed my finger over the spot and begin some controlled breathing in attempt to lower my heart rate. The moment last about 1 full minute and passes.
My pupils however are larger than usual (are almost always small due to being high everyday) so I did take note of that. In the past I have been burned a couple times with coke instead of dope or dope cut with coke with those experiences really freaking me out. Scared me, to be honest. So whenever something happens it’s my first though that it’s hapened again and I panic. I am not a stim person at all. Excluding those instances I haven’t done caine in 6-7 years. I dislike it.
So I chalk that shot up to the game as a one off one time weird deal. My stuff is solid and consistent and I probably touched something in my arm that I shouldn’t have and this was my bodies response with maybe a little anxiety attack on top.
Fast forward 8 hours later. Fix another shot, go to the spot, all good so far, I get halfway done with the shot and heart rate increases, I stop pushing the plunger, calm myself down and slowly finish the shot. Heart rate doesn’t reach the highs it did previously & decreases after about 30 seconds leaving me feeling rather odd/off awake and a little shaky.
My question is that do you guys think? It’s very easy to think there is something in the stuff but my source is legit and what I get is so consistent and good. I don’t go anywhere else. Maybe there is a nerve or something in the area where I hit that i am aggravating? Maybe my anxieties from previous poor experiences led me to a small panic attack? This spot is newish and has seen 20+ hits with no issues. However I understand things happen. I am just thinking out loud. I will mention there was no pain or numbness whatsoever.
Tl;dr- banged h in regular spot, felt tingle and weird wave of panic wash over me. Increased heart rate for short period of time. Waited 8 hours tried again with same product with same result. Feel off. Pupils are larger than usual.
Any input it appreciated.
Edit: Update- 2 hours after my second hit i did another one. Went well. Only at the end when I started thinking about the first hit and how I felt did I feel a little bump up in heart rate, which I quickly brought back down. Lasted 15 seconds tops. Do not underestimate the power of the mind. I really think I just freaked myself out. Especially because I do big hits.
Getting coke instead of dope is my number one fear when using. Nothing to counter act a coke od, besides dope I guess. And if you just did all you had and your head starts ringing, your heart feels like it’s going to explode & you’re vomiting you realize your dope was coke and you’re fucked. It’s scary. It scarred me lol.
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