Shaal
Bluelighter
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Hi, so I posted about this earlier today in another thread, but I thought more people would see my question like this.
Once I was tripping on MXE (oral, 20 mg) plus 2C-D (oral, 20 mg) and 4-HO-MET (plugged, circa 5 mg). The trip was splendid, but at some point I noticed a weird feeling of high pressure in my balls and the area between the balls and the arsehole (apparently it's called gooch in english). I also at the same time became extremely conscious of the fact that my balls were going up and down at every breath I took. Which is normal I guess (I checked while sober and it happens too) but combined with the feeling of high pressure, it was kind of worrying. I tried to stop thinking about it, succeeded at some points, but I kept feeling the "high pressure" and could not ignore it. I tried to cope with it, reassure myself, but I eventually had to take a benzo because I knew where this was going (anxiety attack) and the anxiety was already causing pretty bad visuals, like seeing myself as a squeleton in the mirror, and I had no buddies to lift me up. The benzo ended the trip.
So, my question: has anyone felt that kind of high pressure feeling in the balls / gooch area while tripping? Maybe it's just my mind which became over-conscious of perfectly normal phenomenon?
Once I was tripping on MXE (oral, 20 mg) plus 2C-D (oral, 20 mg) and 4-HO-MET (plugged, circa 5 mg). The trip was splendid, but at some point I noticed a weird feeling of high pressure in my balls and the area between the balls and the arsehole (apparently it's called gooch in english). I also at the same time became extremely conscious of the fact that my balls were going up and down at every breath I took. Which is normal I guess (I checked while sober and it happens too) but combined with the feeling of high pressure, it was kind of worrying. I tried to stop thinking about it, succeeded at some points, but I kept feeling the "high pressure" and could not ignore it. I tried to cope with it, reassure myself, but I eventually had to take a benzo because I knew where this was going (anxiety attack) and the anxiety was already causing pretty bad visuals, like seeing myself as a squeleton in the mirror, and I had no buddies to lift me up. The benzo ended the trip.
So, my question: has anyone felt that kind of high pressure feeling in the balls / gooch area while tripping? Maybe it's just my mind which became over-conscious of perfectly normal phenomenon?