camjua
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So a couple months back I posted about a very intense experience where I took a majorly excessive amount of molly (I did Molly 3 times in one week.. and on the 3rd day I took nearly a gram to myself) and not only did I take an excessive amount and do it too close together but it was also untested. Anyhow, so that night on the comedown I smoked some weed and took some ativan to go to sleep and I hallucinated like I've never hallucinated before. It made a fourth of shrooms look like tick tacks. I watched plants grow out of my carpet, shirts melting, giant psychedelic clear glob like giant worms all over the walls moving very quickly, water droplets flying at my face, watched a mountain range fall through the ground like it dropped off the earth.. stick bugs the size of small dogs all over the walls.. it was fucking insane. I nearly went to the hospital because I thought I was completely losing touch with reality.
Anyhow, since then I've abused stimulants a hand full of times.. adderall, vyvanse, molly once, meth 3 times, and propylhexedrine 3 times.. and every time I hallucinate pretty intensely on the comedown (not as bad as the molly experience but pretty intense at times)
The hallucinations are massively intensified by smoking weed. If I smoke weed on the comedown of a stimulant... it turns it into an unpleasant anxious weird experience... to a full blown trip much stronger than any LSD or psychedelics I've ever done.
Some important points:
The hallucinations only manifest on the comedown of stimulants and they are not caused by lack of sleep. For example, last time I took adderall I got a full night sleep.. took the adderall (60mg) spread out with my first dose starting at 10AM and my last dose being at 1PM. I was hallucinating like crazy by 7PM.
Also the hallucinations become MUCH more intense in the dark. If I stare at a dark part of a room for example that part of the room will start going crazy... wires will warp and wiggle.. stuff looks like its melting or wiggling/boiling... etc.
Now here's the kicker. Weed is usually what i feel triggers the hallucinations but if I smoke too much weed even a week or 2 after my last stimulant experience.. I still get hallucinations. I see water droplets flying at my face if I stare off for too long.. and I see weird psychedelic bubble like globs form on walls and they wiggle very erratically.
The hallucinations become more and more intense the longer I stare at something. Eventually I get a combo of water droplets like a stream flying at my face mixed with whatever I'm looking at morphing and wiggling like crazy.. but I also see black spots kinda like an old vintage movie in my peripherals and in my peripherals things get very intense.
I also sometimes get the feeling especially if I'm laying down like the room I'm in is on the back of a truck or something and we're driving around. It can be so intense that it will feel like I'm going around a corner and with my eyes wide open the room feels and looks like we're moving. What is the most fucking weird.. is my friend and I have been getting the same hallucinations almost identically since that night of the molly. We both did about a gram each. We even both got the same "moving room" trip at the same time and we both stood up and it felt like the room suddenly "Hit the breaks" and we both fell forward AT THE SAME TIME. Weird right??? We see the same water droplets, auras, wiggling stuff, often times we see exactly the same things when explained to each other (obviously I'm sure there are differences but when we both are staring at the same spot and I say, "Dude doesn't that cord look like a snake and it has 2 mouths and is looking at us and looks like its speaking" back and forth to each other about different things.. its eerie how close to the same shit we see. Also areas we stare at get this weird distortion almost exactly like heat coming off a grill.. the air is all warped and wavy like from heat.
Another thing is if I stare at something long enough with all those other things happening... in my peripherals I can see sparks or flashes like a spark from a broken light or something... and if the lights are suddenly turned of I get a powerful strobe light effect at first of flashing white and blue. I also if I stare at something long enough.. suddenly that area I'm looking at will start to flash different colors.. usually purple, blue or black. Much like an aura or something. Then if the room is very dark... we see people.. and we can sometimes hear them talk or feel them touch us.. it's kinda entertaining... but at the same time horrifying..
Anyone have anything like this happen?? Anytime I smoke weed now I don't get very powerful hallucinations like on a comedown.. but I get the water droplets flying at my eyes.. and weird psychedelic bubbles and hangers, wires etc wiggle and bend... I also get a lot of anxiety from smoking too much bud.
Should I stop smoking weed? I'm worried this shit may be permanent and weed is exacerbating it. I'm worried that in my stupid stimmed out retardedness my friend and I may have damaged our brains permanently. We were both so geeked out on molly we kept taking more without even considering the consequences of our actions. I'm very scared this shit may be permanent. Should I seek a doctor? What do you guys think?
**I'd like to add that my friend has done most of the same stimulants with me since then and at the same doses or close to it.. he is one of my best friends... and yeah.. he is also very curious to wtf is wrong with us. After our last little meth binge we agreed to not touch stimulants for a long time.. I personally think I'm done with them for good.. the comedown hallucinations are entertaining to an extent.. but they're also very terrifying and can be very frightening.. especially at night in the dark.. when you see a person sitting next to you in your peripheral and they grab you and you feel it and hear them whispering.. its not exactly the most "fun" experience. lol
Anyhow, since then I've abused stimulants a hand full of times.. adderall, vyvanse, molly once, meth 3 times, and propylhexedrine 3 times.. and every time I hallucinate pretty intensely on the comedown (not as bad as the molly experience but pretty intense at times)
The hallucinations are massively intensified by smoking weed. If I smoke weed on the comedown of a stimulant... it turns it into an unpleasant anxious weird experience... to a full blown trip much stronger than any LSD or psychedelics I've ever done.
Some important points:
The hallucinations only manifest on the comedown of stimulants and they are not caused by lack of sleep. For example, last time I took adderall I got a full night sleep.. took the adderall (60mg) spread out with my first dose starting at 10AM and my last dose being at 1PM. I was hallucinating like crazy by 7PM.
Also the hallucinations become MUCH more intense in the dark. If I stare at a dark part of a room for example that part of the room will start going crazy... wires will warp and wiggle.. stuff looks like its melting or wiggling/boiling... etc.
Now here's the kicker. Weed is usually what i feel triggers the hallucinations but if I smoke too much weed even a week or 2 after my last stimulant experience.. I still get hallucinations. I see water droplets flying at my face if I stare off for too long.. and I see weird psychedelic bubble like globs form on walls and they wiggle very erratically.
The hallucinations become more and more intense the longer I stare at something. Eventually I get a combo of water droplets like a stream flying at my face mixed with whatever I'm looking at morphing and wiggling like crazy.. but I also see black spots kinda like an old vintage movie in my peripherals and in my peripherals things get very intense.
I also sometimes get the feeling especially if I'm laying down like the room I'm in is on the back of a truck or something and we're driving around. It can be so intense that it will feel like I'm going around a corner and with my eyes wide open the room feels and looks like we're moving. What is the most fucking weird.. is my friend and I have been getting the same hallucinations almost identically since that night of the molly. We both did about a gram each. We even both got the same "moving room" trip at the same time and we both stood up and it felt like the room suddenly "Hit the breaks" and we both fell forward AT THE SAME TIME. Weird right??? We see the same water droplets, auras, wiggling stuff, often times we see exactly the same things when explained to each other (obviously I'm sure there are differences but when we both are staring at the same spot and I say, "Dude doesn't that cord look like a snake and it has 2 mouths and is looking at us and looks like its speaking" back and forth to each other about different things.. its eerie how close to the same shit we see. Also areas we stare at get this weird distortion almost exactly like heat coming off a grill.. the air is all warped and wavy like from heat.
Another thing is if I stare at something long enough with all those other things happening... in my peripherals I can see sparks or flashes like a spark from a broken light or something... and if the lights are suddenly turned of I get a powerful strobe light effect at first of flashing white and blue. I also if I stare at something long enough.. suddenly that area I'm looking at will start to flash different colors.. usually purple, blue or black. Much like an aura or something. Then if the room is very dark... we see people.. and we can sometimes hear them talk or feel them touch us.. it's kinda entertaining... but at the same time horrifying..
Anyone have anything like this happen?? Anytime I smoke weed now I don't get very powerful hallucinations like on a comedown.. but I get the water droplets flying at my eyes.. and weird psychedelic bubbles and hangers, wires etc wiggle and bend... I also get a lot of anxiety from smoking too much bud.
Should I stop smoking weed? I'm worried this shit may be permanent and weed is exacerbating it. I'm worried that in my stupid stimmed out retardedness my friend and I may have damaged our brains permanently. We were both so geeked out on molly we kept taking more without even considering the consequences of our actions. I'm very scared this shit may be permanent. Should I seek a doctor? What do you guys think?
**I'd like to add that my friend has done most of the same stimulants with me since then and at the same doses or close to it.. he is one of my best friends... and yeah.. he is also very curious to wtf is wrong with us. After our last little meth binge we agreed to not touch stimulants for a long time.. I personally think I'm done with them for good.. the comedown hallucinations are entertaining to an extent.. but they're also very terrifying and can be very frightening.. especially at night in the dark.. when you see a person sitting next to you in your peripheral and they grab you and you feel it and hear them whispering.. its not exactly the most "fun" experience. lol
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