Sweetbeefaerie
Greenlighter
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- Feb 18, 2014
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So I have found this man that I am completely in love with. I want to connect deeper with him and really break down some walls and barriers we are both putting up due to past hurts, and I figured when these "fun guys" came our way that they'd be the perfect avenue for this. I have only ever experienced these types of things with a past lover who very seriously hurt me throughout our relationship and made a lot of these experiences feel scary and out of my control. So I'm a bit nervous going in. My boyfriend has never experienced these things with the intent of growing closer to someone or doing any sort of self-work. It's always been simply a recreational thing for him (which of course, it is quite fun so I can see the appeal).
Basically I really want to encourage him to go into this experience with the intent of self discovery and healing, or whatever it is he feels he needs. He really values that I am big on self discovery, but he doesn't seem to feel the need to pursue it for himself. I think he'd really benefit from doing so, especially because he needs a tremendous amount of healing due to family issues and a lot of guilt and regret weighing him down daily. I really want him to have these things lifted from his shoulders as it effects his moods and how he feels on a day to day basis.
I feel almost as if it's my duty as his lover and partner in life to really help him start on his path to self discovery (or help him realize he is on that path already), but I'm not sure how to go about it. I'm sure in the moment that I'll just go with the flow of it, but I was wondering if anyone has any suggestions or ideas on how I might go about this?
Basically I really want to encourage him to go into this experience with the intent of self discovery and healing, or whatever it is he feels he needs. He really values that I am big on self discovery, but he doesn't seem to feel the need to pursue it for himself. I think he'd really benefit from doing so, especially because he needs a tremendous amount of healing due to family issues and a lot of guilt and regret weighing him down daily. I really want him to have these things lifted from his shoulders as it effects his moods and how he feels on a day to day basis.
I feel almost as if it's my duty as his lover and partner in life to really help him start on his path to self discovery (or help him realize he is on that path already), but I'm not sure how to go about it. I'm sure in the moment that I'll just go with the flow of it, but I was wondering if anyone has any suggestions or ideas on how I might go about this?