My first post here after some visits to the forum.My experience with drugs is only with benzodiazepines, which I have used recreationally about 1 year. However, my body responds poorly to these kinds of substances, incredible as it may seem to have been inducers to psychosis in me.I don't want and never wanted to use anything illegal. I want recommendations of legal substances that can alter my conscience, even if it is slight, without further deteriorating my mental conditions.OBS: I have schizoid personality disorder with psychosis and depersonalization, so marijuana can stay out of the suggestions.Substances that I have used recreationally: clonazepam, zolpidem, alprazolam, diazepam, flunitrazepam and bromazepam.Substances which I have used in a manner prescribed by a health care professional: ritalin(did me harm), risperidone, quetiapine, zolpidem, clonazepam and haloperidol.