Hi
Please let me know if this is in the wrong place. I recently went through 5 weeks of super heavy drinking ending up in ed.
Stayed sober for 2 weeks but in that time used some dex as well as my 70mg of vyvance. In total probably had 40 5mg dex over 3 weeks with the most being 12 in 1 day but didn't take any vyvance that day.
After 2 weeks drank again on Monday and took my vyvance + 1 dex. On Tuesday drank 10 beers and took around 90mg vyvance and 3 dex. Wednesday tiny amount extra vyvance + 6 beers.
Had to see my drug and alcohol case manager on Thursday so took small amount extra vyvance plus 3 diazopam - have a very high tolerance. Have been super anxious and each day taking small amount extra vyvance. Hard to tell how much but still around a quarter of a 70mg capsule left. Was trying to inexpertly taper.
Today taken normal dose of vyvance and 2 Diaz.
At no point did I even get wired enough to stay up all night like I used to on my dex.
Start a new job Monday and still just anxious. I told my doctor about the alcohol use but not stimulant as I have ADHD and terrified of having my script taken away.
Still anxious and limited energy but eating and slept 8 hours last night. Woke up groggy and felt slightly confused - can't tell if that was the 5 Diaz I took yesterday, small amount less vyvance or anxiety. Have managed to make it to corner store and pharmacy today after taking 2 Diaz.
Sorry for the long post but do you think what I am feeling is withdrawals or just freaking out that I had overdone it and have to start new job? My logic tells me I am just freaking out as used to do stuff like take 16-20 dex a day, run out and somehow still make it to work.
I have my regular vyvance dose for the next 3 days and 5 Diaz a day.
Opinions - freak out or withdrawals, if latter surely I should be over the worst of it? Suggestions what to do now?
Again sorry for the novel but any help appreciated.
Thanks
Please let me know if this is in the wrong place. I recently went through 5 weeks of super heavy drinking ending up in ed.
Stayed sober for 2 weeks but in that time used some dex as well as my 70mg of vyvance. In total probably had 40 5mg dex over 3 weeks with the most being 12 in 1 day but didn't take any vyvance that day.
After 2 weeks drank again on Monday and took my vyvance + 1 dex. On Tuesday drank 10 beers and took around 90mg vyvance and 3 dex. Wednesday tiny amount extra vyvance + 6 beers.
Had to see my drug and alcohol case manager on Thursday so took small amount extra vyvance plus 3 diazopam - have a very high tolerance. Have been super anxious and each day taking small amount extra vyvance. Hard to tell how much but still around a quarter of a 70mg capsule left. Was trying to inexpertly taper.
Today taken normal dose of vyvance and 2 Diaz.
At no point did I even get wired enough to stay up all night like I used to on my dex.
Start a new job Monday and still just anxious. I told my doctor about the alcohol use but not stimulant as I have ADHD and terrified of having my script taken away.
Still anxious and limited energy but eating and slept 8 hours last night. Woke up groggy and felt slightly confused - can't tell if that was the 5 Diaz I took yesterday, small amount less vyvance or anxiety. Have managed to make it to corner store and pharmacy today after taking 2 Diaz.
Sorry for the long post but do you think what I am feeling is withdrawals or just freaking out that I had overdone it and have to start new job? My logic tells me I am just freaking out as used to do stuff like take 16-20 dex a day, run out and somehow still make it to work.
I have my regular vyvance dose for the next 3 days and 5 Diaz a day.
Opinions - freak out or withdrawals, if latter surely I should be over the worst of it? Suggestions what to do now?
Again sorry for the novel but any help appreciated.
Thanks