cyberius
Bluelight Crew
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- Mar 11, 2013
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I've always feared being this would become my ultimate fate, but I've fully given up on anybody but myself. I don't want friends, my family only serves to an end, and I don't really want intimacy with anybody anymore. I've begun rejecting society, I've never had good experiences with other people. Society just seems like a burden to me without any reward.
Is it healthy to accept this wholeheartedly? Nothing ever really gave me satisfaction, and I've come up short with people more times than I can count. I'm done feeling bad about this, but I'm fully done attempting to socialize. I was thinking about telling my therapist this... but the desire to get any better is nearly absent at this point. My life feels much more satisfying without others tainting it.
Is it healthy to accept this wholeheartedly? Nothing ever really gave me satisfaction, and I've come up short with people more times than I can count. I'm done feeling bad about this, but I'm fully done attempting to socialize. I was thinking about telling my therapist this... but the desire to get any better is nearly absent at this point. My life feels much more satisfying without others tainting it.