Max Flight
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 23, 2018
- Messages
- 75
Aloha everyone,
I'm currently a few miles from the recent lava flows here on the Big Island. Which is actually very nerve wracking, and really difficult to describe. The most immense power you can imagine...almost sureal. I can easily see fissure 8 at night, and am able to hear and feel it constantly...and if that's not bad enough, my pharmacy didn't have enough to fill my prescription, only half of it. Or I could just wait a few days for the order to come in. Which I was definitely not wanting to do. So I took the half of my normal 4 8mg dilllies per day amount. Knowing that I was going to be fucked, because the doctor would be gone on vacation, and it would be easier to get them to have the cops come shoot me, than it would be to get another Dr. To write it.
And I almost made it through the month... I go to the doctor in a couple of days, but ran out yesterday. So I am getting through it with kratom again. Dang volcano is making it worse, and better at the same time. It's nerve wracking, but fortunately the trades have been blowing the vog, and other stuff away from me. And it's also awe inspiring and very powerful energy is heavy right now.
Anyways, still super tough, because I blew my transmission helping a bro evacuate, and try to pull too much weight with my vehicle. And so, I am not able to get as much kratom as I normally would. GRRR. Flippin anxiety! Definitely makes the pain worse too.
Well, shoots. ..go easy.
Aloha
MF
I'm currently a few miles from the recent lava flows here on the Big Island. Which is actually very nerve wracking, and really difficult to describe. The most immense power you can imagine...almost sureal. I can easily see fissure 8 at night, and am able to hear and feel it constantly...and if that's not bad enough, my pharmacy didn't have enough to fill my prescription, only half of it. Or I could just wait a few days for the order to come in. Which I was definitely not wanting to do. So I took the half of my normal 4 8mg dilllies per day amount. Knowing that I was going to be fucked, because the doctor would be gone on vacation, and it would be easier to get them to have the cops come shoot me, than it would be to get another Dr. To write it.
And I almost made it through the month... I go to the doctor in a couple of days, but ran out yesterday. So I am getting through it with kratom again. Dang volcano is making it worse, and better at the same time. It's nerve wracking, but fortunately the trades have been blowing the vog, and other stuff away from me. And it's also awe inspiring and very powerful energy is heavy right now.
Anyways, still super tough, because I blew my transmission helping a bro evacuate, and try to pull too much weight with my vehicle. And so, I am not able to get as much kratom as I normally would. GRRR. Flippin anxiety! Definitely makes the pain worse too.
Well, shoots. ..go easy.
Aloha
MF