lolwhatzdrugs
Bluelighter
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the pain will end let that be your mantra
I prefer "This too shall pass"
but it also has double meaning.
the pain will end let that be your mantra
Think im going to take time out. I go out of my way to try n offer support to people n yesterday I need some some n not one person bothered so f it.
Think im going to take time out. I go out of my way to try n offer support to people n yesterday I need some some n not one person bothered so f it.
Feel like bursting into tears i feel that low n irritable n ive 4 8mg sub here n feel like taking them all as sick of feeling like this just want to feel ok. Ive spent ages trying to get rid of these emotions now they're back with a vengence n i hate this angry feeling just want to scream n cry. Trying not to as on a cold train platform shivering waiting for train. Really need a hug right now. Sorry
I wrote this yesterday. Really not in the mood right now need comfort n support n it's obvious that no matter how much I've apologise for previous mistakes, try to make amends, try to support others im not liked n wanted on TDS. Upset over stuff in real life n feeling isolated in uni due to my disability - trying HARD to keep calm while they exclude me because I cant see things when i want to scream shout fk it n walk out but no one seems to know how humilated i am, also in the middle of changing my antidepressants n trying DAMN hard to hold it together!!!!
Seriously need time out!
I wrote this yesterday. Really not in the mood right now need comfort n support n it's obvious that no matter how much I've apologise for previous mistakes, try to make amends, try to support others im not liked n wanted on TDS. Upset over stuff in real life n feeling isolated in uni due to my disability - trying HARD to keep calm while they exclude me because I cant see things when i want to scream shout fk it n walk out but no one seems to know how humilated i am, also in the middle of changing my antidepressants n trying DAMN hard to hold it together!!!!
Seriously need time out!
You should start your own tread and explain your problems, plenty of nice people to will offer you help. You can PM me anytime, and I'll give you my # if you need some one to talk to/text/listen.
Think im going to take time out. I go out of my way to try n offer support to people n yesterday I need some some n not one person bothered so f it.
Don't you see a pattern here?Think im going to take time out. I go out of my way to try n offer support to people n yesterday I need some some n not one person bothered so f it.
drugs are ruining me and i still love them i can't pick something else to be my main direction in life i love too many things but drugs i love the highs more i guess fuck idk
I understand, it's like being in a toxic relationship but you gotta kick it off mr f. Is it worth the pain and the abuse? I think not. You said you were gonna pay PS4 so why don't you just play computer games and hang out with your crew?
Its snowing and I will not be skiing much this year so fuck snow........