johnloperamide
Bluelighter
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- Apr 18, 2015
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Can anyone really go back to just using once, twice every few weeks after becoming addicted?.. I'm almost through with day 5 of PST withdrawal after one and a half month of use and well I'm thinking about buying enough for 2 days for next week, only if I'm done with withdrawals which I think I will be... Knowing how painful getting off this was what would you say are my chances of using recreationaly every 2 weeks?.. I was able to overcome a hyrocodone addiction last year but after 4 months of being clean or so I used again but kept it down to 4, 5 days about one a month max so I never had to experience serious withdrawals again, so only experienced very very mild ones... This was also because I could only get them once a month from a my dealer, but the seeds, I can get them any time and I'm already very very proud of myself for not buying anymore this week even though I felt like fucking shit, still feel quite bad.... I want to use some next week as a way of rewarding myself, how foolish would it be? thanks