Hello guys,
I´m 24 years and I´m into mdma-caused health problems for 3 years now.
I have a special story to tell that reminds of the post-MDMA health problems described here, but still differs.
Though or because my story is different to yours ones, I could give you clues to what happened to your brain.
Besides: can anyone give me advice? Life´s quality has been trashed and I don´t believe life to be worth living anymore... though I still don´t want to give up.
Timeline (important)
2012-2014: Polytox addiction. Substance-induced HPPD ignored.
2014: heavy trip on 2-CD. Since then lightly beginning of the current symptoms.
2015: Relapse with Ecstasy led to massive increase of the symptoms
2016: Relapse with Cocaine that again led to massive increase of symptoms
What substance caused the symptoms?
Because of my polytox consumption it´s impossible to say. Fact is, that MDMA increased symptoms MASSIVELEY.
Striking symptoms
enormous fatigue. massive concentration problems. pressure in head and on nose.
and an extreme sensitivity towards potentially neurotoxic factors: that includes drugs, alcohol, caffeine, sugar, sitting in the sun and even washing my hair with hot water.
Other symptoms
visual sow. accelerated time perception. head tingling. weak erection. and some psychical symptoms.
Unique MDMA experience
The relapse with MDMA manifested in NO euphoria but a time perception of insane fast motion (20 times faster!). (lightly accelerated time perception persisting). Anyone made this experience too??
Further peculiarities
The relapse with cocaine gave me a very flat pulse and a time perception of SLOW motion. (what the fuck? anyway, did not persist)
Consumption of sugar and caffine first leds to stimulation/awakeness and then to fatigue again among with the other symptoms.
My personal treatment (as medicine still not working): working on personal problems and personal aims (--> natural happiness) weakens the symptoms remarkable.
Explanations
In a further post (that is too long for being created as one post) I will give you my theoretical explanations and there are the cues you maybe could benefit from.
Questions
Anybody here who experienced a fast motion MDMA experience?
Anybody here who experienced a slow motion cocaine experience?
Anybody here who is enormous tired due to MDMA?
Anybody here who reacts very sensitive to sugar and caffeine?
get well soon to all,
hope I could be a help to someone and vice versa.
I´m 24 years and I´m into mdma-caused health problems for 3 years now.
I have a special story to tell that reminds of the post-MDMA health problems described here, but still differs.
Though or because my story is different to yours ones, I could give you clues to what happened to your brain.
Besides: can anyone give me advice? Life´s quality has been trashed and I don´t believe life to be worth living anymore... though I still don´t want to give up.
Timeline (important)
2012-2014: Polytox addiction. Substance-induced HPPD ignored.
2014: heavy trip on 2-CD. Since then lightly beginning of the current symptoms.
2015: Relapse with Ecstasy led to massive increase of the symptoms
2016: Relapse with Cocaine that again led to massive increase of symptoms
What substance caused the symptoms?
Because of my polytox consumption it´s impossible to say. Fact is, that MDMA increased symptoms MASSIVELEY.
Striking symptoms
enormous fatigue. massive concentration problems. pressure in head and on nose.
and an extreme sensitivity towards potentially neurotoxic factors: that includes drugs, alcohol, caffeine, sugar, sitting in the sun and even washing my hair with hot water.
Other symptoms
visual sow. accelerated time perception. head tingling. weak erection. and some psychical symptoms.
Unique MDMA experience
The relapse with MDMA manifested in NO euphoria but a time perception of insane fast motion (20 times faster!). (lightly accelerated time perception persisting). Anyone made this experience too??
Further peculiarities
The relapse with cocaine gave me a very flat pulse and a time perception of SLOW motion. (what the fuck? anyway, did not persist)
Consumption of sugar and caffine first leds to stimulation/awakeness and then to fatigue again among with the other symptoms.
My personal treatment (as medicine still not working): working on personal problems and personal aims (--> natural happiness) weakens the symptoms remarkable.
Explanations
In a further post (that is too long for being created as one post) I will give you my theoretical explanations and there are the cues you maybe could benefit from.
Questions
Anybody here who experienced a fast motion MDMA experience?
Anybody here who experienced a slow motion cocaine experience?
Anybody here who is enormous tired due to MDMA?
Anybody here who reacts very sensitive to sugar and caffeine?
get well soon to all,
hope I could be a help to someone and vice versa.
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