champagnencocaine
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A little while back I was on ssri's (mirtazapine) after using speed for a while, I felt drained of energy but my mood was improved, there just was no drive to do anything. I have read on here somewhere that ssri's downregulate dopamine receptors, I just can't feel the same level of dopamine (using amphetamine) that I did before ssri's and I notice that feeling of well being has completely gone from speed.
But I did abuse speed on mirtazapine in order to compensate for the dopamine depletion (I was also confused to why I wasn't getting high). Also I decided to do speed + mdma + weed about 5 days after coming off ssri's, there wasn't much euphoria, I definitely felt paranoid.
I also feel now that I just can't really feel euphoria naturally anymore, but my mood is very neutral, even with speed I don't get a high or a comedown, I can get some dopamine release but that level of high is much lower than what it used to be, about, anything over a line doesn't change a thing, I feel no sense of well being anymore from speed, I even notice while running there's actually no high from it like there was. And after sex there's no feeling of well being, I just feel neutral.
Things have been very neutral after mirtazapine, it's been a bit over a month since I was on them, I just don't really feel euphoria or the lows I used to get anymore.
Have my serotonin + dopamine receptors been downregulated? Or is this just that I need to wait longer after mirtazapine.
But I did abuse speed on mirtazapine in order to compensate for the dopamine depletion (I was also confused to why I wasn't getting high). Also I decided to do speed + mdma + weed about 5 days after coming off ssri's, there wasn't much euphoria, I definitely felt paranoid.
I also feel now that I just can't really feel euphoria naturally anymore, but my mood is very neutral, even with speed I don't get a high or a comedown, I can get some dopamine release but that level of high is much lower than what it used to be, about, anything over a line doesn't change a thing, I feel no sense of well being anymore from speed, I even notice while running there's actually no high from it like there was. And after sex there's no feeling of well being, I just feel neutral.
Things have been very neutral after mirtazapine, it's been a bit over a month since I was on them, I just don't really feel euphoria or the lows I used to get anymore.
Have my serotonin + dopamine receptors been downregulated? Or is this just that I need to wait longer after mirtazapine.