I’ve gone through all the intake process with an outpatient recovery place and got my sub prescription but for some reason I just can’t let go of the black! This is something I really want to do for myself…it’s quite a hit to my ego to feel like something besides me is calling the shots (no pun intended)…I’ve always just been of the mindset that if you want to do something you just DO it…come hell or high water…but it’s useless in this current situation…what I’d really like to know is what were some of the things you guys did at the beginning of your sobriety that helped you make the jump to the other side and stay there? Or like what types of thoughts helped to keep you from using again? Like I keep thinking about how I’ll be able to travel again, have a career again and not have to worry about everything that comes along with being an addict and attempting these things and I thought those thoughts would help me but their luster seems to have worn off. Please help!