very very new to this so hope this makes sense and is posted in the right place
My first *good* roll on E was pretty mellow - I was active, talked a bit, moved around, watching the crowd etc. Noticed a girl there with a look of sheer bliss on her face-she was just standing there hardly moving with her eyes closed, easily the highest and happiest person in the room! For myself though I thought E was OK but not other-worldly.
Next month took one capsule from another batch and felt like I was the highest person in the room this time - now I know how that girl was feeling!
Could barely move my feet though and just blissed the night away, caressing and hugging, feeling amazing at every touch of my fingertips etc.
Had a mix of experiences since then ranging from even more amazing if you can believe it, down to decent-but-I-think-my-brain-is-on-fire. I'm definitely feeling the heat more lately even when things are going well. Main thing is I don't feel like moving much - just close my eyes, feel it and touch/be touched
Does E just immobilize some people this way or am I taking too much?
BTW I'm not counting my first time on E which was messed up by SSRIs - took 2.5 capsules of what turned out to be very good stuff - weird disconnected feeling and think I'd probably OD if I tried that now.
My first *good* roll on E was pretty mellow - I was active, talked a bit, moved around, watching the crowd etc. Noticed a girl there with a look of sheer bliss on her face-she was just standing there hardly moving with her eyes closed, easily the highest and happiest person in the room! For myself though I thought E was OK but not other-worldly.
Next month took one capsule from another batch and felt like I was the highest person in the room this time - now I know how that girl was feeling!
Could barely move my feet though and just blissed the night away, caressing and hugging, feeling amazing at every touch of my fingertips etc.
Had a mix of experiences since then ranging from even more amazing if you can believe it, down to decent-but-I-think-my-brain-is-on-fire. I'm definitely feeling the heat more lately even when things are going well. Main thing is I don't feel like moving much - just close my eyes, feel it and touch/be touched
Does E just immobilize some people this way or am I taking too much?
BTW I'm not counting my first time on E which was messed up by SSRIs - took 2.5 capsules of what turned out to be very good stuff - weird disconnected feeling and think I'd probably OD if I tried that now.