4 years ago I came off a hard opiod addiction that started at prescription but turned into heavy heroin dependancy that spanned a total of around 2 years. Once i had enough of bein the miserable sicko I had become, I took my stash of money and went on a high dollar cocaine spree to stay half way functionable from the WDs from the tar.
I was to sick to snort it so I smoked sheet after sheet after shee....etc. This lasted for about 10 days with no sleep and maybe some couple pieces of toast..and I'm talking sheets one after another. By the end of it I was so strung out that anytime I would take a hit from the foil, my arms, head, and a bit in my legs would start shaking..not quite seizing but definitely tremors that were uncontrollable and made me think i was done for. I laid off for a bit that night but even after a few hours went by i took two big rips and felt the shake coming again.. Needless to say I left my appt and went back to family to get straight after that night.
I've never consulted a doc about that night but conscience gets to me wondering if I didn't cause permanent damage? Or that Parkinson's is in my genes and whatever happened that night gave me a glimpse of that? Probably nothing I need to know but you know i still want to.
Any info or ideas would be nice thanks
I was to sick to snort it so I smoked sheet after sheet after shee....etc. This lasted for about 10 days with no sleep and maybe some couple pieces of toast..and I'm talking sheets one after another. By the end of it I was so strung out that anytime I would take a hit from the foil, my arms, head, and a bit in my legs would start shaking..not quite seizing but definitely tremors that were uncontrollable and made me think i was done for. I laid off for a bit that night but even after a few hours went by i took two big rips and felt the shake coming again.. Needless to say I left my appt and went back to family to get straight after that night.
I've never consulted a doc about that night but conscience gets to me wondering if I didn't cause permanent damage? Or that Parkinson's is in my genes and whatever happened that night gave me a glimpse of that? Probably nothing I need to know but you know i still want to.
Any info or ideas would be nice thanks