FixXxer
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 4, 2004
- Messages
- 1,052
when we were children, all my friends, saw a legend.
with a need for speed , they believed saw skill,
to me it was raw will
still, success and intrepid actions often impressed them
i guess i let them get me big headed instead --
and then
i had to defend against those mad at me
personal tragedy had me lose my spark
my whole damn family fell apart
...it broke my heart,
i misspoke, no joke, I played my part
had to restart anew, clueless how to do this,
I thought "screw this"
soon this view left me isolated
my life grew and escalated to be something i hated
trapped in a prison i had created
I had to fully face it
my life went adjacent as I became complacent
so comfortable as time was wasted,
i refused to view
insight of a simple fact, i l had lacked
and didn't respect - that
my life is whatever i make it
and just i couldn't take it,
so I simply sat ... naked
endlessly waitin...
there was no escapin'
i was awake in a cocoon, staring at the moon
consumed, prepared to transmute to my truth
full of excuse- my doom
with no more room to bloom in my womb
i had to choose to break through
being alone in my comfort zone
"screw this useless hubris where i exist"
"i will make life bliss"
im too claustrophobic in this shit
so i know its
time to face these foreign fears
cant do it in here
chrysalis starts turning clear
ready to emerge from here
i decide to become butterfly
a light in life
and rise above my own lies
i remove the disguise
its time..
with love at my side.
i'm reborn and alive..
with a need for speed , they believed saw skill,
to me it was raw will
still, success and intrepid actions often impressed them
i guess i let them get me big headed instead --
and then
i had to defend against those mad at me
personal tragedy had me lose my spark
my whole damn family fell apart
...it broke my heart,
i misspoke, no joke, I played my part
had to restart anew, clueless how to do this,
I thought "screw this"
soon this view left me isolated
my life grew and escalated to be something i hated
trapped in a prison i had created
I had to fully face it
my life went adjacent as I became complacent
so comfortable as time was wasted,
i refused to view
insight of a simple fact, i l had lacked
and didn't respect - that
my life is whatever i make it
and just i couldn't take it,
so I simply sat ... naked
endlessly waitin...
there was no escapin'
i was awake in a cocoon, staring at the moon
consumed, prepared to transmute to my truth
full of excuse- my doom
with no more room to bloom in my womb
i had to choose to break through
being alone in my comfort zone
"screw this useless hubris where i exist"
"i will make life bliss"
im too claustrophobic in this shit
so i know its
time to face these foreign fears
cant do it in here
chrysalis starts turning clear
ready to emerge from here
i decide to become butterfly
a light in life
and rise above my own lies
i remove the disguise
its time..
with love at my side.
i'm reborn and alive..
