PotatoMashBrain
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jul 23, 2016
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Yeaahh, I did it, I as a 17 year old went and accidently fucked up my brain.. By accident,
I mixed up the dosage, I was supposed to take the fixed bomb containing my 2mg/kg dose, instead I took the one containing my stash which contained 500mg... Which for me at the time, being a skinny little dude, was a 7,7 mg/kg dose..
Heheheh, i'm not gonna lie, it was the most awesome time of my life. Got a little surprised though, considering I had just had a "small dose", all that euphoria and energy...
This happened in august 2015, which means
its been almost a year. A terrible fucking year
where I basically have seen my entire life gotten fucked up in a million different ways,
lost all my social skills, feeling "disconnected"
from my surroundings which I assume is some sort of derialization disorder, impaired working memory, impaired ability to concentrate, impaired learning skills, and a sluggish brain in general.. Went from being a straight A student to having to fight hard as fuck for even passing. Complete and utter mental breakdown, the nights ending up in tears and frustration have been many...
Since the incident I have been eating healthy, stopped all drug use(except for nicotine+caffeine)
excercising on average 2 times a week,
Been challenging my brain to learn new stuff
every week such as learning to play instruments, languages, blabla, to increase
"Neurogenesis", been supplementing with
Omega 3, 6s, multivitamins,
Thinking about starting "cogmed memory training" - they claim that using their product for 30minutes a day for a five week period can help increase working memory by an average of 20% which seems reliable since they apperently have tons of research to support this, and all kinds of disabled peoples have turned to them for help, stroke situations etc..
Anyone tried this who can confirm?
I can't put on words how fucking scared I am of this damage being permanent, so now I turn to you, research and anecdotal experiences all welcome.
I apologize for posting this knowing there's a billion of these threads already, but I felt, considering this is bout my mental health, I really wanted a reply more specific to my situation. thankz to anyone for baring to read through my fckd up situation, cheeerz!
I mixed up the dosage, I was supposed to take the fixed bomb containing my 2mg/kg dose, instead I took the one containing my stash which contained 500mg... Which for me at the time, being a skinny little dude, was a 7,7 mg/kg dose..
Heheheh, i'm not gonna lie, it was the most awesome time of my life. Got a little surprised though, considering I had just had a "small dose", all that euphoria and energy...
This happened in august 2015, which means
its been almost a year. A terrible fucking year
where I basically have seen my entire life gotten fucked up in a million different ways,
lost all my social skills, feeling "disconnected"
from my surroundings which I assume is some sort of derialization disorder, impaired working memory, impaired ability to concentrate, impaired learning skills, and a sluggish brain in general.. Went from being a straight A student to having to fight hard as fuck for even passing. Complete and utter mental breakdown, the nights ending up in tears and frustration have been many...
Since the incident I have been eating healthy, stopped all drug use(except for nicotine+caffeine)
excercising on average 2 times a week,
Been challenging my brain to learn new stuff
every week such as learning to play instruments, languages, blabla, to increase
"Neurogenesis", been supplementing with
Omega 3, 6s, multivitamins,
Thinking about starting "cogmed memory training" - they claim that using their product for 30minutes a day for a five week period can help increase working memory by an average of 20% which seems reliable since they apperently have tons of research to support this, and all kinds of disabled peoples have turned to them for help, stroke situations etc..
Anyone tried this who can confirm?
I can't put on words how fucking scared I am of this damage being permanent, so now I turn to you, research and anecdotal experiences all welcome.
I apologize for posting this knowing there's a billion of these threads already, but I felt, considering this is bout my mental health, I really wanted a reply more specific to my situation. thankz to anyone for baring to read through my fckd up situation, cheeerz!