Winter1991
Greenlighter
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- Oct 14, 2015
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I've been a pretty avid IV drug user for the past 9/10 years, my DOC always being Oxycontin or Dilaudid. Heroin has just recently came into my life within the past 6 months or so, and I'm not sure how to feel about my experience with it so far. You build an insanely fast tolerance and the buzz is short lived, pretty much. I find if i take a relatively big shot, i immediately fall out. It's hard to judge the timing, but the last time I was sitting with my legs crossed on the floor and set a cigarette to the side to smoke as soon as i take the hit. I woke up some odd minutes later, possibly 20-30 to myself hunched face-forward, hair soaking wet from apparently spilling my cup of water, and needle bent from falling forward with it into the carpet. My eyesight was foggy and hazey... I had trouble walking and stumbled into everything. It takes about 10-15 minutes to recover fully, at which point I'm pretty much completely sober. I have to admit, there's something about that reaction that draws me back, but now I'm concerned it might not be a normal experience and I may actually be doing too much? Has anyone experienced this and do you have any wisdom or advice to offer?