Stimulants Tips on urgent Recovery from using meth night before?

[Theresalwaystomorrow]

Okay so I am living in a hotel room in the bad parts of AZ(idk if I'm allowed to post city, don't have time to look thru the rules)
I am planning on getting on an airplane either tonight or tomorrow headed to hometown in Oregon, where I will be greeted by family members and whatnot, doesn't matter. I need to look presentable

I have been doing meth & heroin the entire week really, but I have a lot of experience with drugs, been getting sleep, eating more or less, etc

I have a unique situation to most probably. I am a yolked out BBer looking guy, I have been his whole life, but I have been using drugs on and off for the past 3 years, and stay healthy. IDK how i do it, anabolic steroids help. But i also have mental and physical health problems, bad insomnia, etc I ran out of most of my medications that matter over the past couple days, and all I have left is Wellbutrin, propranolol, and buspar

I boughtsome meth from random, obvious dealer. Was only maybe a quarter gram, so I went home and did small line. Strongest meth I may have ever bought, Holy shit this meth was strong. I did another small line at maybe 11 pm, bad idea

I have gotten zero sleep, it's almost 7 am, i looks like hell and smell like toxic garbage, in a somewhat crappy hotel in the worst part of AZ

I habe to meet someone at 11 am, 100% for sure about that, and I have been sitting here stuck from meth since like maybe, 4 pm yesterday. I have not eaten much, couple pieces of pizza maybe. I have: Gatorade, some pizza left, I think chicken wings as well, water obviously, Wellbutrin, buspar, propranolol, maybe 200$ cash to spend, in a bad part of town where I could possibly find heroin, and a small amount, maybe .1 worth of meth. I am worried that if I bought some heroin, or fentanyl pills that they have in AZ, that I would get ripped off, both because i am white but in a terrible area of town, and because I have not gotten any sleep and am in a daze sort of and dont have the keenest of senses as it is. I cannot sleep rn, and I have insomnia already without putting meth in the mix, so I would need a lot of heroin/fentanyl to sleep

What do i do

 

[kleinerkiffer]

Welcome to Bluelight
We don't use SWIM/Bob/my pet etc as it serves no purpose and makes it much harder to read, so please edit your post

 

[Theresalwaystomorrow]

Where's the edit button? On a phone

 

[TrapZeppelin]

Okay so bob is living in a hotel room in the bad parts of AZ(idk if I'm allowed to post city, don't have time to look thru the rules)
Bob is planning on getting on an airplane either tonight or tomorrow headed to hometown in Oregon, where bob will be greeted by family members and whatnot, doesn't matter. Bob needs to look presentable

Bob has been doing meth & heroin the entire week really, but bob has a lot of experience with drugs, been getting sleep, eating more or less, etc

BobBhas a unique situation to most probably. BobBob a yolked out BBer looking guy, bob has been his whole life, but bobbob a has been using drugs on and off for the past 3 years, and stays healthy. IDK how bon does it, anabolic steroids help. But bob also has mental and physical health problems, bad insomnia, etc bob ran out of most of bob's medications that matter over the past couple days, and all bob has left is Wellbutrin, propranolol, and buspar

Bob boughtsome meth from random, obvious dealer. Was only maybe a quarter gram, so bob went home and did small line. Strongest meth bob may have ever bought, Holy shit this meth was strong. Bob did another small line at maybe 11 pm, bad idea

Bob has gotten zero sleep, it's almost 7 am, boB looks like hell and smells like toxic garbage, in a somewhat crappy hotel in the worst part of AZ

Bob has to meet someone at 11 am, 100% for sure about that, and bob has been sitting here stuck from meth since like maybe, 4 pm yesterday. Bob has not eaten much, couple pieces of pizza maybe. BobBob : Gatorade, some pizza left, I think chicken wings as well, water obviously, Wellbutrin, buspar, propranolol, maybe 200$ cash to spend, in a bad part of town where bob could possibly find heroin, and a small amount, maybe .1 worth of meth. Bob is worried that if he bought some heroin, or fentanyl pills that they have in AZ, that he would get ripped off, both because bob is white but in a terrible area of town, and because bob has not gotten any sleep and is in a daze sort of and doesn't have the keenest of senses as it is. Bob cannot sleep rn, and bob has insomnia already without putting meth in the mix, so bob would need a lot of heroin/fentanyl to sleep

What does bob do

Do not do any more drugs man. Reschedule your 11am. You probably think you are a pro-drug user, but by reading that^ you should possibly avoid seeing anyone today including any sketchy people in a bad part of town. Go home tomorrow if you can.

 

[kleinerkiffer]

^The edit button should be at the bottom left side of your post, you have to click on the three dots to get the option

 

[Theresalwaystomorrow]

What do you mean by "pro-drug user"

 

[Theresalwaystomorrow]

I think I know what you mean, maybe

Fuckin meth just does not help unless I mix it with a downer, and I really don't know many people in AZ in particular. But def drugs help me function in a lot of ways

 

[TrapZeppelin]

I think I know what you mean, maybe

Fuckin meth just does not help unless I mix it with a downer, and I really don't know many people in AZ in particular. But def drugs help me function in a lot of ways

Just trying to help. Meth is one drug I can’t mess with. Maybe just chalk this one up as a learning experience and never do it again? Maybe you should see your doctor on Monday and be honest about everything. Tell him you’ve run out of meds and need help.

 

[HoldBack]

So you're on a meth come down and have to meet your people in 4 hours?

Benzos are the only thing that's going to help in your situation. I use the word "help" loosely; you're probably going to look like you're on something. Propanalol will help mildly. However, it's not the kind of thing you can take "extra" of for a better effect.

for the love of god don't do more meth. You'll be feeling somewhat normal and looking/acting completely normal by 5 pm.

 

[Theresalwaystomorrow]

Maybe bob didn't put this clear enough
Bob doesn't look that bad really, as far as normal human beings go. Bob doesn't have sores or pick marks or anything. Bobs not really pale or whatever. But bob is wayyy tan, cuz bob has been spending a wayyy lot of time in the sun, and for BOB I look pretty skinny. BOB is usually a guy that is 6'2" and 250 or so lbs, with a very low bf%, at 25 years old. Generally throughout bobs life, bob has looked like a professional football player or pro bodybuilder. So compared to THAT, bob does not look like that rn, but idk how much a week or so of somewhat malnourishment would honestly do. For a normal, walking around person? Bob looks perfectly fine. In fact when bob was dehydrated two nights ago and called an ambulance, they told bob that he was wasting a hospital trip, because no one that's as healthy looking as bob is would spend much time in the ER, that all bob would have to do would be to drink a couple Gatorades and bobs body, being in such a healthy state, would bounce back in maybe an hour. Bob is probably about 220 pounds rn. At a low bf%.

So when I say that bob is in bad shape, bob means for bobs standards And bob is a guy that played linebacker for a d1 university. Bob has HIGH ass physical health standards. BOB HASNT showered in maybe a couple days, but bob can do that whenever. For some reason, when bob is on meth and no other substance, bob has a big aversion to getting fully naked. IDK why, just how meth makes bob feel. Bob is currently running anabolic steroids as well, and other than for this last week, bob has had a good diet, workout regimine, sleep cycle, takes supplementation, etc

2nd is, bob does know exactly who bob would buy heroin/meth/fentanyl from, he is a friend of bobs. Bob meant that he does not know the dealer extremely personally, like bob knows his dealers in other states he lives. The guy bob would buy anything from is black, and bib is white. Bob doesdnot EVER buy drugs from anyone that isnt white in any other state, as bob blatantly does not trust people that are not his race to sell him quality drugs. But bob seriously doubts anyone would try to rob bob, seeing as bob is still very physically initimdating for society's standards, bob carries a handgun that is pretty visible to the naked eye (AZ is an open carry state) and bob just doesn't look at all like a guy anyone would pick out for a fight or whatever. And in fact, I can assure you, Bob is def not the guy anyone would want to pick on, as Bob has a strong background in mma sports and boxing. He's done amateur k1 bouts as well.

Third, Bob naturally has sleep problems, as I said in the original post. Bob routinely has nights, when not on any illicit substances at all whatsoever, of not being able to sleep but maybe 2-3 hours. Bob has a SERIOUS insomnia problem.


Bob does not attest his lack of sleep as much to his use of methamphetamine, as much as to his lack of sleeping medication, which he ran out of. There is absolutely nothing rational or logical bob could really possibly do at all to get those meds, as bob does not have a psychiatrist or a physician in the area.
Unfortunately bob does not have the option of just staying inside all day.

Bob must be a productive member of society today.


Sorry that it's all written with bob, I'm posting these on 2 of em
I honestly believe it would be my best bet to go get some black, just a dub, and take just that. It will help my anxiety, and benzos/opiods make it so everything is a lot easier for me. IDK why or how, but downers in those categories make me clean really fast and look like I'm brand new, whereas uppers like meth makes me look like trash
When I say I look like I'm doing terrible, I mean that in a very dramatic way. I am a VERY self conscious person, and I feel like shit if I do not look like king of the jungle all the time. I believe my greatest mental disorder to be body dysmorphia. There was a point in my life where I was 265 lbs at a height of 6'2" and at a somewhat low bf%, on quite a bit of anabolic compounds, and I believed myself to be not muscular enough to get any girls. The amount of body bysmorphia I have is literally something that borders on insanity. I don't compare myself to the average walking around person in society. I compare myself to professional athletes and bodybuilders. So yes, compared to what I NORMALLY look like, I look pretty bad. But I do not have sores, I am not pale, I am in completely healthy and muscular shape. But that's never been enough for me. But if I walked into a hospital rn, even with the great insurance I have, I'd be walking out in an hour, or as soon as any doc took a look at me. I just DO NOT look like an unhealthy individual, in society

 

[Phobos]

You said you are a bodybuilder, if you know how to use insulin you can do a small amount and drink sugar water so you're going to refill your glicogen storage quickly and look fuller/less depleted.
Even if you don't have insulin, sugar water is a good idea anyway.
Should be like 1 part sugar and 4 part water.

GH or a GH secretagogue will help you as well, if you don't have insulin.

If you have proviron (mesterolone) take some, works wonders for me after a stim bender.
If you don't have proviron, maybe some short ester test (propionate) might clear your head up a bit as well.

I would suggest not taking any more meth.
Especially do not carry any substance with you.

 

[TrapZeppelin]

So you're on a meth come down and have to meet your people in 4 hours?

Benzos are the only thing that's going to help in your situation. I use the word "help" loosely; you're probably going to look like you're on something. Propanalol will help mildly. However, it's not the kind of thing you can take "extra" of for a better effect.

for the love of god don't do more meth. You'll be feeling somewhat normal and looking/acting completely normal by 5 pm.

Maybe bob didn't put this clear enough
Bob doesn't look that bad really, as far as normal human beings go. Bob doesn't have sores or pick marks or anything. Bobs not really pale or whatever. But bob is wayyy tan, cuz bob has been spending a wayyy lot of time in the sun, and for BOB I look pretty skinny. BOB is usually a guy that is 6'2" and 250 or so lbs, with a very low bf%, at 25 years old. Generally throughout bobs life, bob has looked like a professional football player or pro bodybuilder. So compared to THAT, bob does not look like that rn, but idk how much a week or so of somewhat malnourishment would honestly do. For a normal, walking around person? Bob looks perfectly fine. In fact when bob was dehydrated two nights ago and called an ambulance, they told bob that he was wasting a hospital trip, because no one that's as healthy looking as bob is would spend much time in the ER, that all bob would have to do would be to drink a couple Gatorades and bobs body, being in such a healthy state, would bounce back in maybe an hour. Bob is probably about 220 pounds rn. At a low bf%.

So when I say that bob is in bad shape, bob means for bobs standards And bob is a guy that played linebacker for a d1 university. Bob has HIGH ass physical health standards. BOB HASNT showered in maybe a couple days, but bob can do that whenever. For some reason, when bob is on meth and no other substance, bob has a big aversion to getting fully naked. IDK why, just how meth makes bob feel. Bob is currently running anabolic steroids as well, and other than for this last week, bob has had a good diet, workout regimine, sleep cycle, takes supplementation, etc

2nd is, bob does know exactly who bob would buy heroin/meth/fentanyl from, he is a friend of bobs. Bob meant that he does not know the dealer extremely personally, like bob knows his dealers in other states he lives. The guy bob would buy anything from is black, and bib is white. Bob doesdnot EVER buy drugs from anyone that isnt white in any other state, as bob blatantly does not trust people that are not his race to sell him quality drugs. But bob seriously doubts anyone would try to rob bob, seeing as bob is still very physically initimdating for society's standards, bob carries a handgun that is pretty visible to the naked eye (AZ is an open carry state) and bob just doesn't look at all like a guy anyone would pick out for a fight or whatever. And in fact, I can assure you, Bob is def not the guy anyone would want to pick on, as Bob has a strong background in mma sports and boxing. He's done amateur k1 bouts as well.

Third, Bob naturally has sleep problems, as I said in the original post. Bob routinely has nights, when not on any illicit substances at all whatsoever, of not being able to sleep but maybe 2-3 hours. Bob has a SERIOUS insomnia problem.


Bob does not attest his lack of sleep as much to his use of methamphetamine, as much as to his lack of sleeping medication, which he ran out of. There is absolutely nothing rational or logical bob could really possibly do at all to get those meds, as bob does not have a psychiatrist or a physician in the area.
Unfortunately bob does not have the option of just staying inside all day.

Bob must be a productive member of society today.


Sorry that it's all written with bob, I'm posting these on 2 of em
I honestly believe it would be my best bet to go get some black, just a dub, and take just that. It will help my anxiety, and benzos/opiods make it so everything is a lot easier for me. IDK why or how, but downers in those categories make me clean really fast and look like I'm brand new, whereas uppers like meth makes me look like trash
When I say I look like I'm doing terrible, I mean that in a very dramatic way. I am a VERY self conscious person, and I feel like shit if I do not look like king of the jungle all the time. I believe my greatest mental disorder to be body dysmorphia. There was a point in my life where I was 265 lbs at a height of 6'2" and at a somewhat low bf%, on quite a bit of anabolic compounds, and I believed myself to be not muscular enough to get any girls. The amount of body bysmorphia I have is literally something that borders on insanity. I don't compare myself to the average walking around person in society. I compare myself to professional athletes and bodybuilders. So yes, compared to what I NORMALLY look like, I look pretty bad. But I do not have sores, I am not pale, I am in completely healthy and muscular shape. But that's never been enough for me. But if I walked into a hospital rn, even with the great insurance I have, I'd be walking out in an hour, or as soon as any doc took a look at me. I just DO NOT look like an unhealthy individual, in society

You probably don’t look that bad. Like the others said, no more meth. I think we all agree that’s the worst idea. I was stating that you should stick around your hotel due to the fact you haven’t slept and you’re coming down. I would NOT want to be on an airplane or in an airport in that scenario, but that’s just me. You also said your senses are not keen right now, meaning you could get some bunk shit or get robbed, maybe worse. Be smart. Good luck

 

[Theresalwaystomorrow]

You said you are a bodybuilder, if you know how to use insulin you can do a small amount and drink sugar water so you're going to refill your glicogen storage quickly and look fuller/less depleted.
Even if you don't have insulin, sugar water is a good idea anyway.
Should be like 1 part sugar and 4 part water.

GH or a GH secretagogue will help you as well, if you don't have insulin.

If you have proviron (mesterolone) take some, works wonders for me after a stim bender.
If you don't have proviron, maybe some short ester test (propionate) might clear your head up a bit as well.

I would suggest not taking any more meth.
Especially do not carry any substance with you.

I do not have any of those compounds

All I have rn in deca, dbol, and test cyp

I'm not as heavy into bodybuilding or athletics as I used to be, but still a lot more muscular/leaner than the average walking around person. I never got into insulin, probably will someday

I still believe, for the sake of anxiety management, and pain relief, that getting either a dub of black, or a fentanyl pills they call "perc 30s" in AZ (I never took any fentanyl before coming out here) would be a good idea. There are no cops that toam this area. The 7/11 is a 5 minute walk from here, which is exactly where I'd get it. Sometimes I get nervous and apprehensive of being outside in broad daylight, for the whole world to see, when I am in a condition like this. That could be for many reasons. Firstly, I know I look like garbage compared to normal. I wouldn't want to meet someone important looking, or particularly smelling, like this. There is probably a less than 1 in 1 million chance someone important to me would be roaming around the worst parts of Phoenix. But for some reason, the fear is still in my mind. 2nd, all I've been doing the last 16 hours or so, is either trying to lay on my bed and somehow get sleep in this condition, or jacking off to porn. Me being on or coming down from meth, I don't think I have to explain myself there. 3rd, I wouldn't want there to be any kind of chance that this black fellow that I would get the black or fentanyl from, to test me in some way, maybe just to show off for his racist towards white people friends, most likely by giving me bunk drugs. I'd have to handle business at that point, and im not in the f***ing mood to do that. And worst comes to worst, all I'll have lost is 15-20$. I have 200$ in pocket, and tens of thousands in a bank account. I think I'll live

 

[Theresalwaystomorrow]

Some of the meds I usually take that I'm out of: Seroquel, gabapentin, hydrocodone, clonidine

theres more that I'm forgetting

 

[Theresalwaystomorrow]

Just to specify: I've been taking meth for years, and whatever the fuck I took must've been some kind of super powered meth

 

[Theresalwaystomorrow]

Everything turned out pretty well

I did not go with the girl I was supposed to meet @ around 11. When it got down to it, I pretty much just texted her the situation éout truthfully to her. Honesty is uwlly the best kkpolicy,and it was this time, as she is bioth a nurse and an addict in recovery,and understands my lack of some medicatuse, my substance use ovejsh el n r my life bspretty much as well. She said I probably knew what I needed to do in life better than

 

[Theresalwaystomorrow]

You probably don’t look that bad. Like the others said, no more meth. I think we all agree that’s the worst idea. I was stating that you should stick around your hotel due to the fact you haven’t slept and you’re coming down. I would NOT want to be on an airplane or in an airport in that scenario, but that’s just me. You also said your senses are not keen right now, meaning you could get some bunk shit or get robbed, maybe worse. Be smart. Good luck

Everything went as close tp perfect as possible pretty much.

Firstly, I talked to the girl I was supposed to meet at arlun

 

[TrapZeppelin]

Everything went as close tp perfect as possible pretty much.

Firstly, I talked to the girl I was supposed to meet at arlun

Good! Did you make it home? Is that what you mean, Arlun? Did you fight off the urge for meth or did you end up with some fentanyl

 

[Theresalwaystomorrow]

Okay this is FUCKING impossible to do on a phone, HOLY FUCKING SHIT this is pissing me off.

Italked to the girl I was to meet at 11, and told her I could not see her otday probably. She agreed I knew what was best for me in that situation. As both a nurse and a former addict, she understood completely. Sweet girl.

After that, I waited until about 4 pm, to meet this guy I knew in a general sense, to get on the bus and go to his dealers place, both because he needed to pick some up, and I agreed to give him an 50$ so we could both get a gram each for 80$ total. He didn't have the extra 10$, and I don't know any of around here, so I agreed to pay an extra 20$. A gram of black where I'm originally from is 60-80$ anyways, and he said he'd pay me back, but I told him to forget about it. I'll live.

A lot of the reason I chose this particular guy to ask for drug help is cuz he is white. We took the bus, I am noy in possession of a car in this state

 

[Theresalwaystomorrow]

So we went to my friends' dealers house, and I waited for 5 mins outside while he went in and got it. He came out, and I waited until we got to a wal greens to go in and buy a 100 pack of insulin pins for 15$. If you don't have the apteince to, at the very least ask someone on the street for a dollar to buy one needle with it, you really are verubseriously and dangerously adddicted. Ihave never once reused anyones used needle, and RARELY do I even use anyone of them twice, even though quite honestly I do mostly im shots. I do this because I am both used to im shots with steroids for a couple years, m because it is MUCH harder to OD on when muscling it (obviously don't IM meth) . I have been IM and IV ing drugs for 3 years now, I have yet to get any disease of any kind, nor an abscess, nothing bad at all.

So iset it all up, did about a .1 IM shot,. And then stir up another .1 in eater and snort it. Got home, cleared up my living arrangements, ate a small bit and then started drinking a lot of coconut water and prdialyte, as I am clearly dehydrated and it djsturbs me, especially when it long mhg bjbkmnv