Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
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well, do you!?
you know how some consider methadone/bupe to still be a narcotic, which it is, but to us opiate/heroin junkies we all consider it clean and say we feel completely sober. well, is it true? I have not be "clean" in so many god damn years that I dont even know what to write but I do now I have been "clean" and on bupe for the past 4-5 months and have been feeling great.
of course, I still get those people who look at me as if I am on a drug all day/everyday; my father being one of those people. they consider me to be far from sober but here I am thinking I am right w/ everyone else - SOBER AS A MOFO!
so to those people out there who actually kicked subs/bupe and are now taking NOTHING - do you actually feel different? and if so, what is the difference?
you know how some consider methadone/bupe to still be a narcotic, which it is, but to us opiate/heroin junkies we all consider it clean and say we feel completely sober. well, is it true? I have not be "clean" in so many god damn years that I dont even know what to write but I do now I have been "clean" and on bupe for the past 4-5 months and have been feeling great.
of course, I still get those people who look at me as if I am on a drug all day/everyday; my father being one of those people. they consider me to be far from sober but here I am thinking I am right w/ everyone else - SOBER AS A MOFO!
so to those people out there who actually kicked subs/bupe and are now taking NOTHING - do you actually feel different? and if so, what is the difference?