Hey, this is my first post although I've always came here and reddit when looking for information.
I recently placed an order for 4f-mph (1g) and 35x 1mg bromazolam.
I am well versed in benzos, although here in the UK all the street stuff which I think maybe once or twice i tried (tested etizolam). I have a solid clear net vendor which I sometimes order klonapin from time to time to deal with social anxiety. I can maybe touch in that another time. But yeah I suffer pretty badly from sever depression anxiety and ptsd all diagnosed, but for anyone here in the UK they will know being prescribed anything benzo like is blood put a stone, and even if you do it's maybe 7x 2mg diazipam a month.
Iam 32.. I used xanax since I was 25 on and off and I crashed cars, got nights in the cells and near the end almost died a few times. Xanax is the devil.
I am almost certain I have adhd, I cannot focus at all, only time I have confidence to even do anything that involves leaving my house I feel I need klonapin or kratom (which btw is amazing) I done withdrawal from prescribed opiates a few years ago and that's a hell I never want to go back to, iam genuinely trying to be more productive, be a better partner and just be present. So yeah I've orderd 4F-MPH because I've nossed 3 weeks of my studies, and I have no motivation to do any of it, up untill now kratom 3 times a week done it for me, pretty much ticked all the boxes.
Iam digressing , is 4F-MPH gonna help me sit down and actully focus on my music or is this all completely subjective, i am super depressed man and being sober is absoloutly something I want to have as my end game, I can't though, iam needed, I have deadlines and I HAVE to do things, but my life is just in my way.
I've looked into microdosing and currently have Mexican and golden teachers growing in my spare room and there maybe 7 days away from being done.
So I've not taken any benzos in 2 weeks I've had kratom twice a week, I have 4fmph coming anyday now along with bromazolam which btw I have never tried, I got them i case the 4f is to much and a back up incase I decide to try and explore my issues deeper with mushrooms (trip killer)
Sorry everything's a little over the place.
Just wanting to know your experiences on 4F-MPH and bromazolam. Iam a better person when iam completely sober, but I feel as if I have no option but to try and cheat code my brain into getting work done when really I just wanna lay in bed and do nothing and I can't. I hope the microdosing works as antidepressants do nothing for me, apart from having a none existent sex life.
I recently placed an order for 4f-mph (1g) and 35x 1mg bromazolam.
I am well versed in benzos, although here in the UK all the street stuff which I think maybe once or twice i tried (tested etizolam). I have a solid clear net vendor which I sometimes order klonapin from time to time to deal with social anxiety. I can maybe touch in that another time. But yeah I suffer pretty badly from sever depression anxiety and ptsd all diagnosed, but for anyone here in the UK they will know being prescribed anything benzo like is blood put a stone, and even if you do it's maybe 7x 2mg diazipam a month.
Iam 32.. I used xanax since I was 25 on and off and I crashed cars, got nights in the cells and near the end almost died a few times. Xanax is the devil.
I am almost certain I have adhd, I cannot focus at all, only time I have confidence to even do anything that involves leaving my house I feel I need klonapin or kratom (which btw is amazing) I done withdrawal from prescribed opiates a few years ago and that's a hell I never want to go back to, iam genuinely trying to be more productive, be a better partner and just be present. So yeah I've orderd 4F-MPH because I've nossed 3 weeks of my studies, and I have no motivation to do any of it, up untill now kratom 3 times a week done it for me, pretty much ticked all the boxes.
Iam digressing , is 4F-MPH gonna help me sit down and actully focus on my music or is this all completely subjective, i am super depressed man and being sober is absoloutly something I want to have as my end game, I can't though, iam needed, I have deadlines and I HAVE to do things, but my life is just in my way.
I've looked into microdosing and currently have Mexican and golden teachers growing in my spare room and there maybe 7 days away from being done.
So I've not taken any benzos in 2 weeks I've had kratom twice a week, I have 4fmph coming anyday now along with bromazolam which btw I have never tried, I got them i case the 4f is to much and a back up incase I decide to try and explore my issues deeper with mushrooms (trip killer)
Sorry everything's a little over the place.
Just wanting to know your experiences on 4F-MPH and bromazolam. Iam a better person when iam completely sober, but I feel as if I have no option but to try and cheat code my brain into getting work done when really I just wanna lay in bed and do nothing and I can't. I hope the microdosing works as antidepressants do nothing for me, apart from having a none existent sex life.
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