Also, how can you become more than you are?
Argh. It seems like every time I drop acid, I become convinced that I've finally been gifted with the inspiration I need to permanently change my life for the better. It feels like I'll never come down... and then I do. The problem is that the lifestyle changes I envision during the psychedelic experience demand a compassion and love for others, and a zeal for life itself, that is difficult for me to summon in sobriety.
I hate the feeling of a good dose of a psychedelic wearing off - it's like a cage being slowly constructed around my mind, of which I was so certain I was forever rid...
HELP PLZ. MAKE MY LIFESTYLE CHANGES 4 ME.
I really can't complain though - I'm pretty happy with the way I live my life. That, however, doesn't stop me from wanting to strive for something better!
Agreed - I often use the analogy of morning sunlight waking one from a nightmarish slumber to describe the psychedelic experience to novices.
What about Ibogaine, I have thought about the issue of psychedelics resetting the mind and I think that the reason heroin addict are able to take Ibogaine and experience no withdrawl symptoms is because the trip actually resets the mind to produce the proper chemical levels (i.e. dopamine). Cool topic though.
First, I am very happy to see you're still posting
And second, I will tell you that I personally stopped taking psychedelics seriously for this very reason. Psychedelics are like binoculars - no matter how hard you stare at that mountain top, you'll never get there.
My last few experiments with psychedelics (DET) were pure curiosity.
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Dissociatives (Ketamine in particular) on the other hand, are different. Ketamine does have a "reset button" effect for me, and this effect is so widely associated with this drug that it is even found in authoritative literature (cf. Jansen 2005).
Furthermore, the pharmacology of Ketamine differs widely from that of psychedelics, as it is capable of changing the very connections that neurons make with each other (Nestler et al, 2009).