Changa707
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Hey everyone, now I could talk about psychedelics all day...but I want to make this short and sweet as not to bore you. The question here is really concerning your personal experience/opinion relating to the psychedelic experience....
First time I took psychedelics was maybe at the age of 14....and I took them on a regular basis for about 2 years ( so maybe about 20 experiences between the age of 14 and 16 ). The varieties I would take ranged from Psilocybe azurescens to your classic liberty cap...to Psilocybe cyanescens. I would usually pick wild, and eat about 50-100 fresh caps (in tea)....or dried Cubensis I would buy and eat about 1/8th oz. typically.
Anyways....I'm not going to go into detail about the trips here, but the experiences with wild mushrooms were always superior...very down to earth experiences!!!
Now this is where it gets tricky for me looking back....now that im in my 20s I have a totally different expeirence with psychedelics. Keep in mind that when I was a teenager all my trips were positive and extrememly mystical....now the last two psychedelic trips I have had have been utter distasters. The best I could describe them as are "Existential crisis's" of some sort....in the sense that everything I experienced seemed false and psychotic.
I have also had negative reactions years ago from wild mushrooms, and it seems to be more related to my age than what kind of musrhooms/what dose. That is because when I started maturing I felt more and more fearful of the psychedelic world for some reason. Like now I am more hesitant to dive headfirst into that world.
There is a lot more I can say, but I don;t want to make it too long...but have any of you expeireicned a diminishment of enjoyment/spiritiuality from trips as you progressed in age? Especially from teenager to adult....this was the critical time for me in this case.
First time I took psychedelics was maybe at the age of 14....and I took them on a regular basis for about 2 years ( so maybe about 20 experiences between the age of 14 and 16 ). The varieties I would take ranged from Psilocybe azurescens to your classic liberty cap...to Psilocybe cyanescens. I would usually pick wild, and eat about 50-100 fresh caps (in tea)....or dried Cubensis I would buy and eat about 1/8th oz. typically.
Anyways....I'm not going to go into detail about the trips here, but the experiences with wild mushrooms were always superior...very down to earth experiences!!!
Now this is where it gets tricky for me looking back....now that im in my 20s I have a totally different expeirence with psychedelics. Keep in mind that when I was a teenager all my trips were positive and extrememly mystical....now the last two psychedelic trips I have had have been utter distasters. The best I could describe them as are "Existential crisis's" of some sort....in the sense that everything I experienced seemed false and psychotic.
I have also had negative reactions years ago from wild mushrooms, and it seems to be more related to my age than what kind of musrhooms/what dose. That is because when I started maturing I felt more and more fearful of the psychedelic world for some reason. Like now I am more hesitant to dive headfirst into that world.
There is a lot more I can say, but I don;t want to make it too long...but have any of you expeireicned a diminishment of enjoyment/spiritiuality from trips as you progressed in age? Especially from teenager to adult....this was the critical time for me in this case.