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Alcohol The poison has me again

Jungo871

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Occasionally I go in binges. I'm very to sorry to everyone if I offended them I'm off drunk binges but I'm that annoyed about the drink and drugs I'm drinking again tonight. I have felt depressed and down for a week off it I had some tonight. I'm not a dick just on self dustruct
 
I've been a bit silly with my doctor as I first drank again on cocodomal, diazepam, mirtazapine and zopiclone which then knocked me unconscious in a pub with drinking 4 pints of Guinness 3 half's of JD and all I remember is ordering a bottle of wine. Woke up in hospital pissed myself then I started on xanax bars, dxm, took 10 diphenhydramine tablets went trippy I've really fucked up my mind
 
I've been a bit silly with my doctor as I first drank again on cocodomal, diazepam, mirtazapine and zopiclone which then knocked me unconscious in a pub with drinking 4 pints of Guinness 3 half's of JD and all I remember is ordering a bottle of wine. Woke up in hospital pissed myself then I started on xanax bars, dxm, took 10 diphenhydramine tablets went trippy I've really fucked up my mind
i have faith, if i can drink 2 bottles of rum a day for almost a year and as of today i haven't had a drink in a few months (i occasionally don't mind a drink or two but with me that tends to just keep multiplying until i either pass out or blackout :/
 
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