somasoldier
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Sep 13, 2016
- Messages
- 8
I posted on here before warning to stay away from benzos/alcohol/soma as it has ruined my life. Left me broke and homeless, despite my efforts to get clean and stay away from the lifestyle ( i did manage to bring my alcohol down to 2 drinks a day from 6) but it all endded. I got arrested for armed robbery, assault and animal cruelty. I ran into some money and went on a 2 week bender (20 bars a day and went through 2 pints of tussionex) plus god knows what else as I cant remember anything. My "friend" just got out of prison and decided to as we say "hitta lick", said the guy didnt have a gun or dog so we ran into the house I hit the guy over the head with a lead pipe and took the 2000 pills and 5+grand in cash until the guys wife let the pitbull out and it latched on to my friends leg, I had to kill the dog to get it off him. Needless to say it made a lot of noise and we were caught a week later. Anyone reading this, please PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE dont ever mess with benzos it turns you into a monster. I would never do anything like this sober, I had to literally beg my mom to bail me out just so I can make an attempt to taper off so I wont be withdrawing in prison. My bender has left me brain dead I can barely put a sentence together when speaking, now my life is completely over. I will have to serve 3-5 years in prison and now have a violent felony on my record so I will never be able to get a good job. This isnt a pity post, everything Ive done Ive put myself in the situation, but a warning to anyone, just leave the stuff alone. Smoke some weed have a couple beers. Benzos are evil, on a bender or binge I cant count how many fights I have gotten into and dont remember a god damn thing about them. Even if you best friend offers you a little bar just leave it alone, I wish I could change everything I have done but cant change the past. YOUNG PEOPLE OLD PEOPLE ANYBODY PLEASE DONT MESS WITH BENZOS ESPECIALLY XANAX ITS SO EASY TO GET NOWADAYS, EVEN IF THIS HELPS 1 PERSON NOT GET ADDICTED TO THIS SHIT ITS WORTH IT.