If we're in public and been drinkin and some blow added, she'll flash, flirt, whatever. Haven't brought anybody home yet but with the right chemical combination we can get pretty wild. Are any of you the same? If so, what livation gets you goin the maos and what do ya'll do?
) I'd have thoughts running through my head that felt, well kind foreign eg. "Freak out . . . come on, your going mad!" Things to that nature. I wouldnt concern yourself too much, the mind is an unruly organism and hard to control at the best of time- add a drug to the mix, (I've found especially weed), and the mind becomes even more wild. Maybe your paranoid or afraid of being gay, which is pretty common for young guys (I went through a similar thing when I was about 15), so I guess smoking weed may bring that more to the surface. One of my fears is madness, or going pyschotic- even though I'm not (yet!), so when I'm stoned sometimes that fear comes to the surface. Its actually a good thing, you can confront your worries almost head on and become a bit clearer on some things. Anyhow, I hope I've been of some help.
