Hey guys, first time posting on here. Just venting a little. 20 year old college student who used to use quite a few things (no other stimulants) and now is sober except for adderall. I really wish my doctor would of told me what exactly I was being put on, a powerful stimulant. He didn't tell me it would give me a huge rush of euphoria and I would spend years chasing those first few weeks on it. He didn't tell me about how the only thing you want when you come down is just more adderall. He didn't tell me that you need to exponentially increase your dose to get the same effects and how crazy addicting this cycle can be. He didn't tell me that without it, I would feel like I had no capacity for intellect at all. Sorry if this is a pointless post, but I just needed to vent a little. I wish I had never been given to opportunity to start taking this.