I need some sleep
I cant go on like this
I try countin them sheep
But theres one I always miss
Everyone says Im getting down to low
Everyone says ya just gotta let it go
Ya just gotta let it go
Don't be a fool
Learn from your past
Or your first mistake will be the same as your last
I lost my way
Tryna find my way back
I feel like the reaper turned my heart black
Got people all around me
But feelin so lonely
Strugglin to love a girl
For more than her pussy
Look me in the eyes
Real fuckin closely
Just a hollow man full of misery mostly
Afraid to face the fact
That my lifes off track
Parents reachin out
Askin for their son back
Idolizin rappers
Immitate their every move
Sittin here thinkin who the fuck would wanna be you
Gun on your waste band
Thinkin you a real man
An alcoholic drug addict
Disrespectin women
Implanted in the minds of this new generation
That we blindly follow without hesitation
Its hard to appreciate the little things in life w
When you high all day
And drunk all night
You know Im bout it bout it
Im just sayin know your limit
Or youl wake up one day with nobody in it
Like a homeless man
I be prayin for change
Puttin on a mask
But I know you feel the same
Coated with smiles
Inside filled with pain
Take another hit
Maybe Il forget
Hide behind the smoke
Shit disappears
Look into the mirror
My deepest fear
See the real me clearer
Cant feel shit
Immune to all emotion
Drownin in my sorrows
Beaten and broken
Talk is only talk
Gotta change from within
Its a brand new day
Time to break away
From these bonds that be holdin us down
Change is unpredictable
Take a chance, today I feel invincable
Donald Bixby aka Rambo!12
I cant go on like this
I try countin them sheep
But theres one I always miss
Everyone says Im getting down to low
Everyone says ya just gotta let it go
Ya just gotta let it go
Don't be a fool
Learn from your past
Or your first mistake will be the same as your last
I lost my way
Tryna find my way back
I feel like the reaper turned my heart black
Got people all around me
But feelin so lonely
Strugglin to love a girl
For more than her pussy
Look me in the eyes
Real fuckin closely
Just a hollow man full of misery mostly
Afraid to face the fact
That my lifes off track
Parents reachin out
Askin for their son back
Idolizin rappers
Immitate their every move
Sittin here thinkin who the fuck would wanna be you
Gun on your waste band
Thinkin you a real man
An alcoholic drug addict
Disrespectin women
Implanted in the minds of this new generation
That we blindly follow without hesitation
Its hard to appreciate the little things in life w
When you high all day
And drunk all night
You know Im bout it bout it
Im just sayin know your limit
Or youl wake up one day with nobody in it
Like a homeless man
I be prayin for change
Puttin on a mask
But I know you feel the same
Coated with smiles
Inside filled with pain
Take another hit
Maybe Il forget
Hide behind the smoke
Shit disappears
Look into the mirror
My deepest fear
See the real me clearer
Cant feel shit
Immune to all emotion
Drownin in my sorrows
Beaten and broken
Talk is only talk
Gotta change from within
Its a brand new day
Time to break away
From these bonds that be holdin us down
Change is unpredictable
Take a chance, today I feel invincable
Donald Bixby aka Rambo!12