The (lack of) distinction between natural and synthetic
This was originally a divulging from the original topic in a post I made in the LSA thread, but it got big enough that it just didn't fit and warranted its own thread, so it may seem a bit out of context. Anyway, here goes.
In my opinion, synthetic psychedelics are no different from naturally occurring ones; the only distinction being that a man made them instead of a plant. Is not man a part of nature? Often times in art classes you will hear "art" defined as "man imitating nature," and, to me as a chemist, my chemistry is most certainly art. I'm sure I'm not the only one to have experienced the spirit of the plant/fungus while tripping on it, and I believe the same applies to synthetics.
I've had the exact same drug from different suppliers, with the exact same potency by weight and visual consistency, and, being a chemist, I removed all non-alkaloid impurities so I'm fairly certain impurities played no part. Having experimented with a vast array of psychedelics by now, I could tell that they were the same, but something was different, consistently, from one supplier over the other. On one, I felt nothing but good vibes, everything a psychedelic should be. On the other, I felt nausea and frequently vomited where I never had before, and there was an anxiety not present with the first. I shared the drugs with some of my friends, and without even mentioning it to them they noticed it too. I have no explanation for this.
I often wonder if the intent of the chemist (and probably the distributors) has any bearing on the effect of the drug. I mean, if you're a psychedelic evangelist who simply believes that everyone should be able to have the psychedelic experience if they wish, is that not better than someone motivated only by profit? While this is most certainly not a logical explanation, neither is the experience of a plant spirit logical. The first time I tasted a chemical of my own making, it was an experience beyond explanation. I thanked the cacti for their inspiration, Shulgin for his sheer brilliance and creativity, and the universe for simply being, making it all possible.
It seems to me I had a few more thoughts on the matter but I've run out of steam. I'll probably come back with them later. Until then, what do you guys think?