Is anybody else unable to find quality MXE???
I haven't had any good MXE since this past summer. The stuff that I can currently get is NOT the same. The high is dirty and unfocused, very heavy on the body load aspect but completely lacking of all the characteristics that define a good MXE experience.
I cannot hole on the stuff that I have. I have taken upwards of 200mg+ and still been able to walk around, talk to people etc. I know tolerance isn't a factor since I took a break from it for 2 months prior, and while I have a moderate cumulative dissociative tolerance, that absolutely cannot be the only thing going on.
I will compare the two batches. The GOOD MXE was crystalline, had a salty consistency and an off white (maybe a bit of yellow/brown) color. It burned very little going up the nose and tasted salty and almost kind of sweet. The effects were incredible, comparable to a 3 or 4 hour long experience on quality ketamine. 50-60mg with no tolerance was enough to enter a ketamine-like hole, and I have had experiences with high dosages that rival my deepest DMT trips in terms of intensity and utter alienness. This new stuff I have, the BAD MXE, is white and super powdery (closer to, say, powdered sugar than salt.) It burns horribly going up the nose and has a nasty, caustic chemical drip that tastes almost sour, and lingers for the duration of the experience. Effects only become barely perceptible at 50mg+ and is still pretty weak even at that level. It feels like a dark, dirty, grimy disgusting dissociative high, far more disgusting than DXM for example, but there are no CEVs or OEVs or OEBs or anything like that. Just a cold mild dissociation with very uncomfortable body effects such as nausea, double vision, vertigo etc. But there is no transcendent beautiful hole to be found here, and frankly I'm scared to push it beyond 200mg given how uncomfortable the body high was at that dose.
PLEASE SOMEBODY TELL ME that others are experiencing this as well. I remember before the UK ban, having quality MXE where 25mg felt like 50mg of very pure potent ketamine and it would give me all these lovely effects, first a transcendent hole-type experience (leaving my body and merging with the source) and then later a profound afterglow that would last 2 days to a week where it felt like the best antidepressant/afterglow ever. This new stuff has none of that, no afterglow, just a hangover.
I'm not asking for a source, I'm just wondering if quality MXE still exists. Anybody who would like to chime in with their experiences re: different batches, please feel free...