So.... I survived highest dose that I've ever heard about, barely. In fact I would swear that I had some help staying in this reality, help from the other side. I am very seasoned in the psychedelic state of mind, body, and soul. I've done it all, several times over. I've done about every combination and tested the limits of physical and spiritual endurance the human experience of being could handle. I was the one dropping 10 hits of acid when others took 2 or 3, back in the early days. When my friends tripped balls on 3.5g of shrooms, I was working through an oz on a 3 day journey. All I'm trying to say is I'm no rookie, and im surely no pussy. I've been on the brink of death 4 times, two of which I wound up in the hospital, and not from any mental instability. I pushed too far physically. No regrets but many lessons were learned.
This time was an honest mistake. A terrible lack of awareness. Almost a fatal fuck up. I don't know where I was mentally when I weighed out the DOC. It was like I wasn't in control, like I was in a strange trance-like conciousness. As dumb as this sounds, with 17 years of experience as a psychnaught, and the proper equipment, I put 3 pts in the capsule.....not 3 mgs......30. An overdose of epic proportions. The trip itself will probably remain a personal experience, not to be told in public forums. I am sure I had help though, making sure I didn't cross into that which you don't come back.
Be careful my fellow travelers. I never thought it would happen to me.....