4-HO-EPT has proven to be a valuable substance producing a worthwhile experience, or trip. Its very clean feeling, no thrills, no fear, more subtle imagery, grace. I am able to just be, and to breathe, and be content just staring at the sky.
25mg intranasally produced wonderful effects this evening. The moon had a slightly haunted yellow hue, due to atmospheric conditions, it was so beautifully moody. The lunar glow reflected spectacularly off of the chromatic reflections of the bay. Like classic psychedelics, this substance produces more mild visual effects. Everything is traditionally shiny.
It's a very lucid trip. No push, even insufflated. Minimal body load. I had muscle tremors in my hamstrings for a bit, as a laid on my back staring at the stars. Breathing came very easy, and overall it feels like a therapeutic bath. Relaxation comes naturally on this substance.
Post peak, it felt almost like a roll. I have to admit, my best friend and I find that Tryptamines tend give MDMA roll like effects nowadays. One time, my partner combined sublingual harmalas on the tail end of a 4-Aco-DMT, with a definitive rushing, rolling feeling. But that's a story for another time.
This evening was spent out in a park that borders a bay, with green fields, palm trees, and a few scattered beaches. It's a Saturday night, and downtown is popping. People are drawn to the town center, and this waterside park goes mostly unnoticed.
My mind was recently weighed down by a verbal conflict with my father, but relieved that I had sent an apologetic text message. Heavy, but clear.
I am a healthy, athletic 29 year old male with about a decade of experience with psychedelics. I have tripped on LSD(LSD, ALD-52, ETH-LAD, AL-LAD, 1P-LSD) over 100 times, tryptamines(mushrooms, 4-AcO-DMT, 4-HO-MET,4-Aco-MET, 4-HO-EPT, DMT), close to 100 if not 100 times. I have some experience with harmala alkaloid extracts. My body doesn't seem to like the two phenylethylamines I have tried, 2-CB, and bk-2-CB (lol what was a I thinking? 20hr trips... I played soccer on it once, and beasted out though. hahaa).
I've done MDMA, MDA, Cannabis, of course. I've tried Xanax, Cocaine, Percocets, and Oxys. One time I tried Robitussin. Now I despise Alcohol.
Ketamine was pretty cool, and I feel slightly drawn to it. But now I prefer the more physically healthy feeling tryptamines more than anything, even LSD. I don't do anything but Tryptamines, Cannabis, LSD, and Harmalas. I won't do Kava or Kratom. I stick with stuff that gives me sufficient afterglow.
4-HO-EPT feels cleansing, healing, enlightening. Its like meditation in powder form. It won't throw you into another dimension, at least not at 25mg, but it will heal you and gently guide you towards your better self.
4-Aco-DMT, still remains my favorite. Nothing has the same power, pound for pound.
4-HO-EPT, feels useful, in a separate way. It's more functional and forgiving. Its "chill", but still feels like a reset.
A reset without the flairs.
It has combined nicely with 4-Aco-DMT (26mg 4-Aco-DMT, 24mg 4-HO-EPT | What a trip! I had full body tremors!)
It also combined very nicely with 4-HO-MET at low doses, very social, giddy, and relaxed.
These substance seem most interesting to me now, on their own. I want to feel the full unfettered character of each substance, especially these rare tryptamines and lysergamides.
One of these days, I will even combine 4-HO-EPT with DMT. Has anyone done that yet???