Fuck people pressuring you into making decisions like that. It's one thing if she doesn't want you lit on it while you're together but it's a whole nother ballgame to tell someone what they can and cannot possess. I don't know the situation though and maybe she just thought she was looking out for you. I kinda wish my ex-g/f would have been more harsh on me about using MXE more and more until it became 24/7. She knew I was gonna do what I wanted to do so she just stayed out of it, but a little reality check from her once in a while might have kept me from getting so deep. Not that that's anyone's responsibility but my own, of course.