ticktockterror
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My personal experiences as someone with depression that escalated to bipolar disorder and lifeline anxiety. Obviously mixing high doses with alcohol is NOT A GOOD IDEA. I've been on several. I moved to australia with the basic description of my life story of bipolar anxiety and getting a script was easy.
Clonazepam: I was on this several years ago as my first benzo, and am on it again. I believe it works well for daily anxiety and if you take enough or have no benzo tolerance you'll get a fun buzz from it even in short doses like 2mg. Like all benzos, tolerance goes up quickly.
Lorazepam: I was given this acutely in IV and in pill form in hospital. It worked in short term, and it good for short term anxiety attacks.
Valium, 2mg: I started small doses of valium while on clonazepam because I felt like clonaz did not help with the acute anxiety attacks I started to have because clonazepam took like 30-45 minutes to kick in.
Alprazolam: My new psych basically was like You are on 2 benzos lets give you the good one and put me on xanax. He kept increasing it. I kept developing higher tolerance so I needed more to even handle a small panic episodes. I began to have more anxiety while I was on it for a period of time (maybe... 5-8 months) By the end I was taking 10 2mg pills a day or so. One bus ride home about 8 hours, I couldnt sleep and kept taking xanax, I want really keeping track i just knew I couldn't sleep.. when I got to the stop.. the bus workers came to me after everyone was off but I was left on the bus, they couldn't hear me breathing, they saw no movement of my chest and thought I was dead. They ripped the headphones out of my head and I woke up and swayed off the bus and nearly fell out. I thought I nearly escaped death.
Valium: I tapered off Xanax off to Valium. Unfortunately my tolerance at this point was so fucking high I ended up having to take like, 60mg of valium a day. For a year and a half.Then I moved to australia and they dont even let you be prescribed as much as I was prescribed so I was completely knocked down from 180x10mg a month Valium to 100x5mg a month. It was rough but I got through it. It became ineffective for my anxiety though.
Clonazepam:, tak 2: I am back on Conazepam, 2mg, 100 pills a month. Its so far helpful for my anxiety but I'm stretching the dose real thin. I'm sort of wondering if theres a higher dose. Anyway thats my experience.
Ive also tried almost all the hypnotic benzo Z-drugs for sleep.
Clonazepam: I was on this several years ago as my first benzo, and am on it again. I believe it works well for daily anxiety and if you take enough or have no benzo tolerance you'll get a fun buzz from it even in short doses like 2mg. Like all benzos, tolerance goes up quickly.
Lorazepam: I was given this acutely in IV and in pill form in hospital. It worked in short term, and it good for short term anxiety attacks.
Valium, 2mg: I started small doses of valium while on clonazepam because I felt like clonaz did not help with the acute anxiety attacks I started to have because clonazepam took like 30-45 minutes to kick in.
Alprazolam: My new psych basically was like You are on 2 benzos lets give you the good one and put me on xanax. He kept increasing it. I kept developing higher tolerance so I needed more to even handle a small panic episodes. I began to have more anxiety while I was on it for a period of time (maybe... 5-8 months) By the end I was taking 10 2mg pills a day or so. One bus ride home about 8 hours, I couldnt sleep and kept taking xanax, I want really keeping track i just knew I couldn't sleep.. when I got to the stop.. the bus workers came to me after everyone was off but I was left on the bus, they couldn't hear me breathing, they saw no movement of my chest and thought I was dead. They ripped the headphones out of my head and I woke up and swayed off the bus and nearly fell out. I thought I nearly escaped death.
Valium: I tapered off Xanax off to Valium. Unfortunately my tolerance at this point was so fucking high I ended up having to take like, 60mg of valium a day. For a year and a half.Then I moved to australia and they dont even let you be prescribed as much as I was prescribed so I was completely knocked down from 180x10mg a month Valium to 100x5mg a month. It was rough but I got through it. It became ineffective for my anxiety though.
Clonazepam:, tak 2: I am back on Conazepam, 2mg, 100 pills a month. Its so far helpful for my anxiety but I'm stretching the dose real thin. I'm sort of wondering if theres a higher dose. Anyway thats my experience.
Ive also tried almost all the hypnotic benzo Z-drugs for sleep.