I acquired a pretty decent amount from Very reutable source
I took about 2-4grams, I figured this would alright to eyeball seeing how the max single dose of amantadine is 100mg and being that it's compared with memantine and the only memantine trip report says that about half a gram really doesn't do too much but lasts for days I figured that this would be a good starting dose.....I know dangerous and stupid.
Dissociatives are my favs, I've tried lots of pcp,k,dxm,n2o,shroom,4homipt,4hodet,2cp,2cd,2ce,2ct2,2ct7
benadryl,methylone,mda,mdma,mmda,tma2,lsa,lsd,salvia,amt
dipt,dpt,dmt,ayahuasca,5meodmt
and other none psychedelics
I drank it down with some lemonade, bitter but it doesn't stick or linger
I drank it with 3 glasses of lemonade to wash it down
I figured it would be a little while b4 it kicked in so I decided to take a nice long shower
About 25min later in the shower it started with tingles going thru my head then down to my body then they subsided
Then the viuals kicked in and I didn't expect these at all, I figured as a week nmda antag and as a dopamine agonist that this would be a speedy high with a mild head trip like n2o or sumthing. It was more like some crazy type of antichlorogen high. The Visuals started as the water droplets swirling all over the shower, then the ceiling would swirl and fly out at me. The droplets would produce what looked like sparks of transparent sparks flying everywhere and everything had these transparent but Very visible lined of energy flowing and coming off everything. But mentally my thought process was slow but no high really to speak of, No euphoria. No stimulation, Just dumb and amidst oalot of visuals unlike anything I have ever tried.
I get out the shower and head to my room I start getting really hot, like sweating buckets, I start getting nauseas. I try to relax and get rid of any nervous misdirected energy that could be causing this. The Visuals got crazy at this point, lots everything was moving and swirling around real fast but not in gently serotonine way, around really fast. the lights were off except for the street lights shining in thru the windows.They kept changing droplets of water would drip from the floor to the ceiling making it ripple and the ceiling look like a pond I would movies projected in front of me, not like a vivid imagination like a movie i had no control over playing on the ceiling the paint crack/light variations and shadows would turn in very complex scenes with figures dancing or fighting, I would see ghosts or tansparent figures moving around everywhere I would sheets from the other beds in the room get up and move around like ghosts This intense constant and always changeing with out much control over the visions but if i looked away they'd stop for a second and change.
With eyes closed I was on some crazy ass landscape flying past complex structures and with eyes open and closed there was a bizzare cartoon element. The visuals would have been very interesting and cool if the bodyload wasn't so bad, after working so many weird psychs like dpt,dipt,amt and ayahuasca which i love.
I couldn't with the body load so i tried to goto sleep since it wasnt going awayany time soon. The it got the best of me and I started puking. Then I was dry heaving, everything was coming out. Eventually I could sleep but I awoke with still the intense lethargy and stomach probs. This very gradually subsided over the next day and ahalf I could not eat or drink any for the next 18 hours never was i high just lots of visuals, with letharyg,stupidity,nausea.
If I ever decide to try this again it will be less than 1gram with some K as I'm not sure what caused the toxicity but I assume it's dopamine related. Very weird.
I took about 2-4grams, I figured this would alright to eyeball seeing how the max single dose of amantadine is 100mg and being that it's compared with memantine and the only memantine trip report says that about half a gram really doesn't do too much but lasts for days I figured that this would be a good starting dose.....I know dangerous and stupid.
Dissociatives are my favs, I've tried lots of pcp,k,dxm,n2o,shroom,4homipt,4hodet,2cp,2cd,2ce,2ct2,2ct7
benadryl,methylone,mda,mdma,mmda,tma2,lsa,lsd,salvia,amt
dipt,dpt,dmt,ayahuasca,5meodmt
and other none psychedelics
I drank it down with some lemonade, bitter but it doesn't stick or linger
I drank it with 3 glasses of lemonade to wash it down
I figured it would be a little while b4 it kicked in so I decided to take a nice long shower
About 25min later in the shower it started with tingles going thru my head then down to my body then they subsided
Then the viuals kicked in and I didn't expect these at all, I figured as a week nmda antag and as a dopamine agonist that this would be a speedy high with a mild head trip like n2o or sumthing. It was more like some crazy type of antichlorogen high. The Visuals started as the water droplets swirling all over the shower, then the ceiling would swirl and fly out at me. The droplets would produce what looked like sparks of transparent sparks flying everywhere and everything had these transparent but Very visible lined of energy flowing and coming off everything. But mentally my thought process was slow but no high really to speak of, No euphoria. No stimulation, Just dumb and amidst oalot of visuals unlike anything I have ever tried.
I get out the shower and head to my room I start getting really hot, like sweating buckets, I start getting nauseas. I try to relax and get rid of any nervous misdirected energy that could be causing this. The Visuals got crazy at this point, lots everything was moving and swirling around real fast but not in gently serotonine way, around really fast. the lights were off except for the street lights shining in thru the windows.They kept changing droplets of water would drip from the floor to the ceiling making it ripple and the ceiling look like a pond I would movies projected in front of me, not like a vivid imagination like a movie i had no control over playing on the ceiling the paint crack/light variations and shadows would turn in very complex scenes with figures dancing or fighting, I would see ghosts or tansparent figures moving around everywhere I would sheets from the other beds in the room get up and move around like ghosts This intense constant and always changeing with out much control over the visions but if i looked away they'd stop for a second and change.
With eyes closed I was on some crazy ass landscape flying past complex structures and with eyes open and closed there was a bizzare cartoon element. The visuals would have been very interesting and cool if the bodyload wasn't so bad, after working so many weird psychs like dpt,dipt,amt and ayahuasca which i love.
I couldn't with the body load so i tried to goto sleep since it wasnt going awayany time soon. The it got the best of me and I started puking. Then I was dry heaving, everything was coming out. Eventually I could sleep but I awoke with still the intense lethargy and stomach probs. This very gradually subsided over the next day and ahalf I could not eat or drink any for the next 18 hours never was i high just lots of visuals, with letharyg,stupidity,nausea.
If I ever decide to try this again it will be less than 1gram with some K as I'm not sure what caused the toxicity but I assume it's dopamine related. Very weird.
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