Rampage St
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 24, 2021
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It like delta 8 or something, but stronger.. so I figure im
Driving through Virginia I’m halfway to Canada from Florida and why not stop at a smoke shop and slice things up..
Mind you I’m about 5 beers deep and 6-8 my of bromazolam.. which to me is entirely function.. the guy at the counter sells me two pre rolled Blue Dream 1.5 gram fatties..
I go back behind Walmart and start smoking this beast..
I’m about halfway through and it all hits me at once “this was a mistake”’
Why all I sudden every time I smoke weed I gotta act “normal” like that 85 year old couple over there knows. THEY KNOW.
Like the fucking people Al around me usually can’t tell I’m high as a fucking Chinese spy balloon with 490 track marks blasting cocaine or tweaking on meth. Acting normal is a full time job for me on weed. It impairs me worse than a shot of meth, heroin and 10 Klonopin would seriously.
I’d rather step in a boxing ring on a full script of Xanax than a joint.
Also, what is with the introspection, I instantly begin asking myself,, what have I achieved, do I deserve to be high, where’s my girlfriend, how much money do I have, what am I doing to actively better my life… like I thought weed was supposed to chill you out, it literally puts me into full blown I need to get shit done,, and now. Why?
Driving through Virginia I’m halfway to Canada from Florida and why not stop at a smoke shop and slice things up..
Mind you I’m about 5 beers deep and 6-8 my of bromazolam.. which to me is entirely function.. the guy at the counter sells me two pre rolled Blue Dream 1.5 gram fatties..
I go back behind Walmart and start smoking this beast..
I’m about halfway through and it all hits me at once “this was a mistake”’
Why all I sudden every time I smoke weed I gotta act “normal” like that 85 year old couple over there knows. THEY KNOW.
Like the fucking people Al around me usually can’t tell I’m high as a fucking Chinese spy balloon with 490 track marks blasting cocaine or tweaking on meth. Acting normal is a full time job for me on weed. It impairs me worse than a shot of meth, heroin and 10 Klonopin would seriously.
I’d rather step in a boxing ring on a full script of Xanax than a joint.
Also, what is with the introspection, I instantly begin asking myself,, what have I achieved, do I deserve to be high, where’s my girlfriend, how much money do I have, what am I doing to actively better my life… like I thought weed was supposed to chill you out, it literally puts me into full blown I need to get shit done,, and now. Why?