toastietoes
Greenlighter
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- Feb 22, 2015
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Hello...myself and my husband have acquired some good MDMA which was tested by my much younger brother and it's good to go. hubby and i have 400mg total crystals to share and want to take it because we heard it would be a good boost to our marriage which has been in somewhat of a rut and we are looking for a deeper connection. I am terrified. I used to take E back in the late 90s all the time at raves and vowed never to touch it again...not because of bad experience, but because I got to crazy and partied out. I have problems with anxiety and i am scared of the come up. I don't remember what it's like and don't want to lose control, but I really want to share the experience with my husband hoping it will help us to open up to each other. What's the best way for us to go about this? What's a good starter dose...I am sensitive, so I think I want to take as little as possible to get the feelings. Also don't want to feel hungover or miserable the next day.. My husband and brother think i am crazy for being so nervous And im just looking for other opinions from others with experience. Thanks in advance, apologies if the format of this post isn't correct...it's my first time on this site!
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