Gorillaboy21
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So I?m gonna try to be as brief as possible when I explain my situation, I?m looking for answers on subuxone.
Basically I?m an IV opiate addict for 6 years straight and I?m functioning. I work, go to college, pay bills, etc.
it has been very boring and bland lately, and I just spend a ton of money to be functional and not be a junkie type looking person who goes to jail a lot.
I?ve had subuxone for years sitting around and I?m always scared to take it. In the last 5 years the longest I?ve gone without doing H tar was like 24-36 hours...
I can never take subuxone because when I did before it never made me feel well enough and I always end up slamming right after to fill in the receptors that are left. I get a slight rush but I wears off quickly .
TLDR: I?m nervous taking subuxone and it makes me fail every time I find time for myself away from school and work to detox.
I have gabapentin , tizanidine, methocarbomal, klonopin, Xanax, Valiums , clonodine, and TONS of weed and I still have difficulty waiting 24 hours.
I was curious, if I take subs at hour 18-20 let?s say, wait 45-1 hour and then shoot up tar; would that be blocked by the subuxone and thus lower my tolerance because that shot wasn?t really absorbed into my receptors? Can I take subuxone a few hours after that even if I injected right after my induction? Anyone have experience with this? I want to see if I can take subuxone or subutex and shoot up here and there to get me fully well, yet not raise my tolerance because I have subuxone blocking me?
Any answer would help. I understand the entire mindset for subuxone should be to get off of the lifestyle of shooting up and doing full agonist opiates, and the fact that I?m even trying to still shoot up shows that I?m not mentally ready to quit; but the reality is I?m always busy with responsibilities and never have a week off to just lay around. When I do though I fail and try to convince myself to taper and that doesn?t work EVER.
I guess I just want some feedback or experiences from you guys and maybe suggestions for me that would help me quit, thanks bluighters and sorry if I post in the wrong section and sorry if it?s reallt Long
Basically I?m an IV opiate addict for 6 years straight and I?m functioning. I work, go to college, pay bills, etc.
it has been very boring and bland lately, and I just spend a ton of money to be functional and not be a junkie type looking person who goes to jail a lot.
I?ve had subuxone for years sitting around and I?m always scared to take it. In the last 5 years the longest I?ve gone without doing H tar was like 24-36 hours...
I can never take subuxone because when I did before it never made me feel well enough and I always end up slamming right after to fill in the receptors that are left. I get a slight rush but I wears off quickly .
TLDR: I?m nervous taking subuxone and it makes me fail every time I find time for myself away from school and work to detox.
I have gabapentin , tizanidine, methocarbomal, klonopin, Xanax, Valiums , clonodine, and TONS of weed and I still have difficulty waiting 24 hours.
I was curious, if I take subs at hour 18-20 let?s say, wait 45-1 hour and then shoot up tar; would that be blocked by the subuxone and thus lower my tolerance because that shot wasn?t really absorbed into my receptors? Can I take subuxone a few hours after that even if I injected right after my induction? Anyone have experience with this? I want to see if I can take subuxone or subutex and shoot up here and there to get me fully well, yet not raise my tolerance because I have subuxone blocking me?
Any answer would help. I understand the entire mindset for subuxone should be to get off of the lifestyle of shooting up and doing full agonist opiates, and the fact that I?m even trying to still shoot up shows that I?m not mentally ready to quit; but the reality is I?m always busy with responsibilities and never have a week off to just lay around. When I do though I fail and try to convince myself to taper and that doesn?t work EVER.
I guess I just want some feedback or experiences from you guys and maybe suggestions for me that would help me quit, thanks bluighters and sorry if I post in the wrong section and sorry if it?s reallt Long