Hawaiian.Breeze
Greenlighter
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I have been on Suboxone for over 5 years (before that, I was in Heroin for 5 years).
Last year, I was talking 16 mg, now I've weaned myself down to 1.25 mg. It's getting harder as I get closer to being done. I'm super scared. I don't want to gu through withdrawl again, 5 years away from a time where I was in heavy withdrawl twice a week. Just thinking about it is traumatizing.
But, I have to do this. I don't want my past to follow me around any longer.
So, how hard is it going to be? I need to prep myself. Is it going to keep getting harder with every cut down? Is it going to be awful for WEEKS after the very last one? I have the ability to take a week off work and get a hotel room and just smoke a ton of weed. Should I do that right away? I heard somewhere it's the second week off of it that is the worst. Should I wait till then to take off work? Any suggestions on how to get through this?
I'm sorry, I know I sound like a baby, but I have a lot of PTSD from terrible things that Valente to me during withdrawl other than the withdrawl itself, and I'm worried it will trigger all that stuff.
Thanks for reading this, and in advance for your help
Last year, I was talking 16 mg, now I've weaned myself down to 1.25 mg. It's getting harder as I get closer to being done. I'm super scared. I don't want to gu through withdrawl again, 5 years away from a time where I was in heavy withdrawl twice a week. Just thinking about it is traumatizing.
But, I have to do this. I don't want my past to follow me around any longer.
So, how hard is it going to be? I need to prep myself. Is it going to keep getting harder with every cut down? Is it going to be awful for WEEKS after the very last one? I have the ability to take a week off work and get a hotel room and just smoke a ton of weed. Should I do that right away? I heard somewhere it's the second week off of it that is the worst. Should I wait till then to take off work? Any suggestions on how to get through this?
I'm sorry, I know I sound like a baby, but I have a lot of PTSD from terrible things that Valente to me during withdrawl other than the withdrawl itself, and I'm worried it will trigger all that stuff.
Thanks for reading this, and in advance for your help