So Tuesday night, I stupidly thought I could take bup for pain that I was feeling. Ibuprofen usually does the trick but for some reason it wasn?t working. I already knew that percs wouldn?t work since I?ve tried before, but I needed to try something stronger not knowing how much stronger bup really was.
So 9:30 pm I take 2mg of the strip not realizing how much it really was. I was just watching tv and it didn?t do anything for the pain. 2 hours later I get up to go to bed and notice my head was extremely congested. Didn?t even feel high or euphoric. Just massive pressure in my head and slightly naseous from it. Never threw up which was odd since I read other threads on here of people taking bup with no tolerance. Went to sleep that night and I woke up every hour. Don?t think I really slept much. Was really hard when it was time to wake up to stay up.
Got out of bed Wednesday and tried to go to work at 1. Being on my feet made all the blood rush from much head. I was even more dizzy and still a TINY bit sick to my stomach. I know my anxiety was making it even worse. I walked out and went to the hospital. All they did was blood work was fine and gave me and IV. It only feels ok when I?m laying down so I wasn?t that sick in bed but when I had to get up to move around it was almost like instantly passing out.
Thursday I?m off so I layed around all day. I don?t know what got into me but I got up and started cleaning in the afternoon. I felt completely fine though. Not much dizziness as it came in waves, no sickness.
Friday. Feel ok waking up and going to work. Mid day, I feel the blood rush from my head again and get EXTREMELY dizzy and fuzzy and my whole head feels likes it?s gonna explode. It was the day from hell and last night was 72 hrs from the initial dose of bup. I was soo paranoid to sleep. I stayed away til maybe 4 am til I couldn?t anymore.
Woke up around noon today (est). Felt ok. Got up, got ready to go to work and my head started to get fuzzy. Face going a little numb. Ears feel clogged and throat feels tight. Thought I was maybe getting sick but I would have woken up feeling that way. It only gets bad when I start moving around. My head doesn?t feel like it?s gonna explode when it?s on a pillow. Tonight is gonna be the 4th night since taking it. I understand bup has a long half life but to still be affected this long after? Even with no tolerance. Last time I took any kind of opiate was months and months ago and it was only once. Which I still find really weird that I didn?t have the urge to throw up once or came close to it. How can I differentiate from feeling like shit from that or something being wrong. How much longer should I give it for this stuff to be out of my system. It feels good waking up because I?m clear headed and then my day and night turns to hell. This was the worst experience ever smh didn?t even get any type of high from it either. I just wanna feel clear again
So 9:30 pm I take 2mg of the strip not realizing how much it really was. I was just watching tv and it didn?t do anything for the pain. 2 hours later I get up to go to bed and notice my head was extremely congested. Didn?t even feel high or euphoric. Just massive pressure in my head and slightly naseous from it. Never threw up which was odd since I read other threads on here of people taking bup with no tolerance. Went to sleep that night and I woke up every hour. Don?t think I really slept much. Was really hard when it was time to wake up to stay up.
Got out of bed Wednesday and tried to go to work at 1. Being on my feet made all the blood rush from much head. I was even more dizzy and still a TINY bit sick to my stomach. I know my anxiety was making it even worse. I walked out and went to the hospital. All they did was blood work was fine and gave me and IV. It only feels ok when I?m laying down so I wasn?t that sick in bed but when I had to get up to move around it was almost like instantly passing out.
Thursday I?m off so I layed around all day. I don?t know what got into me but I got up and started cleaning in the afternoon. I felt completely fine though. Not much dizziness as it came in waves, no sickness.
Friday. Feel ok waking up and going to work. Mid day, I feel the blood rush from my head again and get EXTREMELY dizzy and fuzzy and my whole head feels likes it?s gonna explode. It was the day from hell and last night was 72 hrs from the initial dose of bup. I was soo paranoid to sleep. I stayed away til maybe 4 am til I couldn?t anymore.
Woke up around noon today (est). Felt ok. Got up, got ready to go to work and my head started to get fuzzy. Face going a little numb. Ears feel clogged and throat feels tight. Thought I was maybe getting sick but I would have woken up feeling that way. It only gets bad when I start moving around. My head doesn?t feel like it?s gonna explode when it?s on a pillow. Tonight is gonna be the 4th night since taking it. I understand bup has a long half life but to still be affected this long after? Even with no tolerance. Last time I took any kind of opiate was months and months ago and it was only once. Which I still find really weird that I didn?t have the urge to throw up once or came close to it. How can I differentiate from feeling like shit from that or something being wrong. How much longer should I give it for this stuff to be out of my system. It feels good waking up because I?m clear headed and then my day and night turns to hell. This was the worst experience ever smh didn?t even get any type of high from it either. I just wanna feel clear again
